prologue

"you are too young to let the world break you"

I've grown up hearing people throwing this words into each others face like an easy task, and me being the innocent little girl i keep repeating it everyday so that i won't forget, if i only knew what's ahead of me; but if we all know what life is hiding for us we would not make some decisions, avoid interacting with some people or even stopping ourselves from saying regretful words,

if we do we won't learn and life would be meaningless.

My name is Minah i'm 19 years old economic student i have one older brother named Alen and younger one called Mason,yes i'm the only girl in the family believe me it's not that cool at all.

I'm good student \(not always we all have ups and downs\)and i love what i'm studying i draw read books at my free time and i'm good cook, i take care of my siblings and my friends.

Everything sounds boring and normal till now but what behind this facade is a whole another person a diffent story that no one knows, behind this persona is a broken and depressed girl, someone standing at the edge of breaking down; someone standing between life and death.

I grow up with a family but i raised myself, seeing my sibling getting the love they deserve and me getting the hate that i don't deserve, growing up everyone jealous from the grades i get and the family that i have while I live in a house i can't call it warm home, i grow up seeing everyones life without me in the picture and bottling myself hiding my feelings until i forget how i feel,i grow up in a country where depressed people that go to psychologist are crazy and abnormal.

Everyone suffers in silent afraid of speaking thier minds so they wouldn't misjudged and misunderstood by the society, welcome to my world.

To start let's use some magic and travel 10 years back in time and meet my younger self and join my life trip full of surprises and adventures and find out the secrets that i hide from everyone, some that i dont even dare to say it to myself and how i over come difficulties, facing disappointments while trying to make my way up to my dreams and my happiness .

the story of the girl who is stuck between having it all and giving up her life stuck between her true self and people's expectations starts now.

A\N

hello i'm lily and this is my first book i hope you will enjoy it this book's ideas based on my life'a events with some changes i want to write this so i can help other overcome difficulties and share the way i did if this story will help anyone even with 1% i would be gald

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