Blood:Chapter02

 ♡Early maturity♡

Me and Alen aka my old brother grow up taking care of each other since my parents work and me being a girl i was like the old sister to him at some point we had a good relationship but my father's favouring me over him (note the sarcasm) caused us to grow apart.

What makes it worse he started to cause me problems with my mom and him being my mother's first child, her favourite child she always believed him even if it's not true so minah has to pay for mistakes she didn't commit, i have no right to object, to defend myself or to explain my side of the story all i got slaps and hurtful words.

if i say i wasn't hurt is a misunderstanding, it hurt like hell, i cried i screamed but a silent one and i couldn't tell my father \(now i'm glad i didn't you'll find out why soon\).

I was alone but i didn't give up instead of cry my eyes out and waiting for some magical miracle to get me out of there, i made mine and i fought but to survive a war the first enemy was youself; you have to sacrifice many things inorder to survive and i did; it was pretty huge sacrefice but i'm glad i did.

I became an adult in a young age so i can take of myself without asking someone's help even the one who should give me love and care.

I start to understand what being responsible of myself means :"instead of playing i dealt with my problems instead of hugging mom and cry while telling her that a girl tried to bully me or a teacher scolded me i kept it to myself hiding my true self from the people who should give me love" i mean isn't that what we do now days hiding everything from our parents so we wont worry them because we are old enough to deal with i just started early but for diffrent reasons.

I call it early maturity i don't recall how it starts or the first thing i did i guess it's just came spontaneously but it woked well.

This is the first thing i sacrifice part of my childhood a part when i should have been playing and having fun but i was trying to deal with problems that seem tiny right now but back then it was huge challenge.

To be honest it's has positive and negative impacts or was good i was strong and didn't just sat at the corner and cry but i stand up on my feet and paved my own way but it was bad that a precious period an important part of my life slipped out of my hand in the blink of the eye.

If i can go back in time i would enjoy my time being a child and free, ignoring those small things that bothered me but if i knew what it meant back then life would be meaningless if i can say one thing would be dont lose what good stuff you have in hand right now and worry about the bad ones.

What i'm trying to say is me you and everyone must live and act their age because the problem will be solved, sadness will fade away but time once it's gone it's never coming back.

I mentioned earlier my brothers Alen and the other one Mason they played a huge part of building the new me, so why don't i talk about the brotherhood With my siblings; how i witnessed it, how i wanted pictured it and what truly means....

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