My best friend Jeon jungkook

Another bad morning.

I slept yesterday at 4:00 am and I only slept 5 hours. because I can clearly hear the scolding sound of my mother which I hate more than death. All are just different after the day. I can't even stand properly. I can't even feel like eating. I slowly came to the kitchen and looked around. No one. Where is mama?... anyway I don't care where is she. because I never felt like I have a family. My mother always scolds at me. Her mouth is filled with many bad words which hurts me to death. I hate that words. even it's a good thing for me. It's true that she is my birth mother. but until now, she didn't know what is my favourite colour. she didn't know how I looks like when I am crying. a mother is the shelter of every child. That was the biggest thing I heard from everyone. But not in my life. sometimes she is lovely. but sometimes....it's horrible. what about my father?...god...he is such a asshole. he always beaten up me until death. he didn't even cared about my feelings. he always cared about his own likes which I can't never adjust. My future for his likes! damn....I don't want to go with this. He always stated me as the one with responsibilities for my sister's and brother's fault. He made bad statements about me which I never did in my life. also, he always bad mouth others. But he always worshipped god. So at my early times I thought maybe he is correct. But later I realised it's just my bullshit thoughts. Talking about my brother is totally a waste of time. He is the same as my father. maybe even worse. never considered me as his sister. maybe.....But I can't even feel anything. He always talks about my negative sides. I don't talk much among my family. So they are playing with my feelings. I am not always a silent one. The fact is I never have a definite character. My character always change based on the people I met. My sister is sometimes stay by my side. But not as you think. she is just a child. only 13 years old. I am 5 years older than her. At her early times, she always betrayed me for others attention. So I don't believe people much after these stupid past.

it's been 5 years without his presence. I know the fact. He has another girl friend. But my mind still stuck in that old memories. I can't overcome from that deep sadness. Maybe you can call it as a dipression. Ya! ..... I am facing dipression and anxiety over 5 years. But no one knows about it except my best friend. He is the only one who listens to me and a my shoulder to cry on when I am facing things like this. He comforted with his words. Sometimes I totally forgot about my sorrows when I am with him. He is a truthful friend to me. We are best friends from our childhood. It was a rainy day we met. I am only 5 years old and he too. I was walking through the road with a wet uniform and hair. I was crying at that time. Tears ran with the rain drops through my little cheeks. You can guess what happens to me since I said about some of my stories. ya! That was my family. My father beaten up for my little mistake. At that time I am a little child. How can a father do that to me?.... I don't wanted to go home. I walked like without a soul while crying.

"Hey, what happened?" I heard a voice of a little boy. when I looked around, I found the same guy who sat 2 chairs after me in the class with a bunny smile. Ya....He is Jeon jungkook.

"Nothing" I replied with a sorrowful shaking voice since he asked about it. It seems like that little boy didn't want me to go like this. " Hey, my house is near hear. wanna come since you are all wet?? My mother will give you another dress". I looked at the boy with a confusion. I heard that he is too friendly with others. But he never talked to me in the school neither I. "No, I want to go home before 5'o clock".

"come on...it's only 4'o clock. also my home is near. I promise My mom will drop you". I listened his words carefully. Maybe it's for my good. because I am all wet. if my mother saw this, she will beat me. I don't want to take another bunch of beat today. I am already tired. So I nodded slowly at him. He smiled widely. When I arrived at his home.....I have no words....Not a big penthouse. just....a normal house...but it's a wooden house. I felt like wow...and my mouth became an 'o' shaped. I am really impressed. it's a new style. I never saw a wooden house near. This was quite unique. More space than I thought. Everything were kept neatly. I slowly walked with him while looking around.

"mama, she is my bestfriend, Na bi". by his words I look confused. How he know my name?? maybe in the class he noticed. "wow....that was a new thing... you got a female friend". His mother smiled at me.

"Hello Na bi". I stood at there speechless since I am a child. I am not good at socialising. "she don't talk too much. but believe me, she will talk non stop if she become friends with you, mom". That was so correct. How he knows about me so well?...Maybe he noticed this too in the class. But what have I done make him to notice me?? .....

"Don't worry, I will soon become her friend".She said with a beautiful smile on her face.

"But....why are you so wet? are you out during the rain?". I nodded slowly. She smiled at me and took my hand and take me to a room. "Stay here, I will come fastly". I nodded at her. slowly I looked around with my little widen eyes. Something caught my attention. That was a family picture. I slowly walked towards it. Since I can't see that picture which is kept at a little height than me. "What are you looking for?? the picture??". She held me up. I looked at the picture and said "thank you" to her for helping me.

"No problem. anyway I had a small little dress. hope it will suit you". surprisingly, it suited me so well. When I came from the room, jungkook was looking at me. "woow... it's suits you.... beautiful". I smiled at him. "Mom...Can you drop her at her house?? Because I promised her that you will drop her".

"No problem kooki.... anyway I am going to the market. So I will drop her".

When his mom droped at my home, my mom got a little suspected. after his mother gone,

She asked me an odd question. "Why are you friends with a boy? don't you know you are a girl and you have to keep distance? if your father come to know about this, do you know what will happen next. before I say, you have to keep distance with that boy". as a "ok" I walked towards the room with a sad smile.

But it didn't actually affect me. we kept in touch and I started to share my feelings to him. He never told it to his mom. He always kept it as a secret. I loved his that side. Soon after we became best friends. not just a best friends, but best best friends. My mom didn't know about our friendship during this all years. I still keeping it as a secret. if I say, there is no doubt that my father will beat me and him to death and he will definitely make some bad stories as his own with my brother.

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