Moved on

I looked at the small chain once again which they kept in a box like a precious thing. The store looks like quite good. "Uhm...sir, can you show me the chain in the middle?". I am not going to buy, because I have no money for this. Just looking at it will makes me to stop thinking. That man place that little box infront of me. Through the shining glass, I can see the chain. It's looks so good. but it's quite expensive. No one can buy this much expensive chain. Maybe jungkook can, but I never gonna ask for this expensive one. The locket of the chain is a word 'ELPIZO'.

"What's mean by this word?" I asked with a curiosity.

"Oh...it is a Greek word means hope". Now I get it. so it means hope. But what hope I have now?. The only hope was Jaxon. But it's gone. So I think it's not for me.

I I slowly walked through the town. I always loved night walking alone. it was snowing. I am freezing to death. If jungkook stayed here, with me, he will make sure I didn't get any cold. But I think now he maybe with that ha-na girl. But suddenly I stoped while seeing an odd sight from an outside of a restaurant.

I can see that sight clearly. tears filled in my eyes. yes...it is Jaxon. Never expected this day will come. Finally, after 5 years....I saw him. But not alone. With the same girl. The reason for our break up. She always hated me. Maybe she took her revenge through my love. But tears started rolling through my cheeks when I saw they are kissing. Without wasting any time, I went from there. I can't see it anymore. If I stay there any longer, it will gonna hurt so much. So I didn't waste my precious time.

Evening 5'o clock

I grabbed a cup of tea with my right hand and slowly scrolling through the phone since I am a left hander.

Me : "Enjoying your day with new friends?"

No message.

I got some chills all over my body because of some fears. What if jungkook also left me alone like Jaxon?...No...it can't....

I got a notification. I fastly opened it. But unfortunately, it was from my stupid cousin. I am sure this time also some stupid things.

Mad jinn : "Guess what"

Me : "Anything stupid"

mad jinn : "Ya...be serious....Today a girl proposed

me".

Me: "What was your answer?"

mad jinn : "ofcourse....No".

Me : "That's new....gotta some chills...

Mad jinn : "Not like you and the crazy Jaxon guy".

I paused for a while when I saw that name on my phone.

Mad jinn : "oh girl, I am sorry if it hurts you".

Me : "No no no....it's right....CRAZY JAXON...

MAD JINN : HUH?? so Finally you moved on...girl~~

I really want to celebrate....what I will

do.....????"

Me : "Ya.... finally I moved on..."

Yes!....I decided to move on. seeing him with another girl with happy......and am I the only one who is always crying for this stupid thing??....for him, I harmed myself 5 years. But what about him??...He enjoyed each and every seconds with her. So I don't care anymore. He is not in my heart anymore as used to be.

Another notification.

Kooki : "Nah~~ I got in bed from a half and hour

ago. What are you doing?? I bet you gone to

the shop today".

Me : "ya....but not in that mind set. I gone and

enjoyed. I took many photos too".

kooki : "huh?? what's going on? are you really??".

Me ; " yep...I moved on. not caring anymore about it"

kooki : " What made you to change fastly??

something must happened".

Me : "Don't worry....not it in the mood to share....I am

drinking coffee... besides you, who always

sleep in the morning".

kooki : " ok...then carry on..bye baby...Gotta sleep

since I woke up early in the morning".

jungkook is always like that. He gave my own privacy. Doesn't persuade me for sharing the truth.

That side of him was so so heart touching.

After my bathing, I heard some voice from the ground floor. I slowly walked and the sounds now getting closer.

"We can't. I am not interested in this. it's good to study from here. it's safer. No no.....I am her father. So I will decide her future. A father knows about his child. Don't worry about my daughter's matter.

sorry.....I am not interested in your advice...Mr. John and thank you for calling".

it was my father. He was talking to my uncle, John. He supported me for my studies. Maybe he heard about my dream to study in Seoul. But it looks like my father don't want me to study there. So.....is that means my dream again lost??

I slowly walked infront of them.

"Why are you so against it? it's my dream to study there. also, who are you to take decisions in my life?"

SILENT____________

Finally he spoke up.

"Are you questioning me?? I am so much older than you. Don't you know how to respect people older than you??"

I went silent.

"She don't know anything about this world. she never had any saddest days. She is lazy. always in the room and don't come in the living room. I suggest her to study here".

Wow~ That asshole, my brother spoke up with a power. That's him.

"You don't have to study in Seoul. I will arrange a college here. So take time".

wh...what the **** is happening?? I felt like everyone are controlling me. I hated it. it doesn't seems like they are caring me. I angrily gone to my room and hardly closed it.

"God... she started her acting..... acting queen. don't question me like this ever. If you, definitely you will regret it soon". I can still hear that evil smirk on my father's and brother's face.

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I am crying over and over. Many sadness in my life. Jaxon is the first thing in my life. second is my family. Third, I am alone. I can't handle everything. But Jaxon was gone. No more memories. So leave him. But family....They will definitely torcher me until death. I am sure of it. They are my anxiety. If I can go anywhere from here. I can definitely find some happiness.

But Suddenly my window made some kind of voice. I slowly walked towards it with a frightening.

"Hey.....are you even a human?? how many times I called you .....damn....I think my legs are brocken".

Damn....it's seok Jin, my cousin. But why he is here??

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