The kiss

"It's urgent...I know what happened here. So I came up with a plan".

Jinn was talking continuously while I was looking at the phone. I am deleting all jaxon's photos.

"Hey...are listening??".

Jinn slowly came towards me with a confused look on his face. "I know it is difficult to live with your family. So what about this idea?".

"Ahm...jinn... Actually I didn't heard it".

"Why are you so silly Na bi? ....The plan is You have select computer engineering course. So you can go to Seoul. Because it is only available in there Now. All the seat are full here".

I remained silent. Slowly I walked towards him and hugged. We started to sing slowly and started to dance. It's a good plan. But I always wanted to become a psychologist. Because I wanted to protect the people who are suffering from problems like me. But I think I can't achieve my dream. It's ok. I want to spend my college days with jungkook. Because when he is with me, I am enjoying the whole day.

"What are you thinking?"

Jinn slowly looked up at me from the bed.

"Nothing...Tell me, is that why you climbed and came here?".

"Yep. I care too much about you like jungkook".

That can't be. It's true that he is always cared about me. But not more than jungkook.

Tomorrow morning

Jinn gone before the sun rises. He also don't like my parents because of their character. I woke up at 8'o clock and grabbed my side bag. I am all alone nowadays. So I am going to enjoy myself.

I slowly walked towards the door to open without any sound.

"Where are you going in the morning?". The sound which I never wanted to hear, said. I looked at my brother slowly. Damn...."I am going to the library".

"You are going to where? Library??That's new...god..I never saw you reading a book. I don't think you are going to there".

"Then think as your like".

I went from there. My all days are like this. Bad days....

Notification- kooki

I fastly opened. Nowadays I am eager to get jungkook's message.

kooki : "Happy Birthday baby"

I stood there for a second while looking at the message. So it's my birthday. No one remembered including me. Because I never celebrated my birthday. But jungkook always celebrated my birthday with a little cake spending two of us alone. But today he is not here. So I am alone.

Me : "Lol....I didn't even remember".

kooki : "I expected this. So what are you doing today without your handsome bestfriend baby??".

it's correct. What am I gonna do??. spending time alone on my birthday??. That's boring.

Kooki : "Sorry Na bi. I am very sad that I can't spend my time with you. But I promise that when I come there, we will celebrate".

Me : "No thanks....But it's boring without you".

kooki : "I know how it feels. But don't worry Just Imagine that I am standing with you. Then enjoy".

Me :"what a perfect idea. But to be honest, it's boring".

Kooki - ofline

I know, it is that ha-na girl. I really miss him.

I looked at the phone one more time and gone.

I am walking in the mall slowly with a boring face.

There was an ice cream shop. I lazily walking towards there and brought a strawberry flavour. But jungkook didn't love the strawberry flavour. He was a big fan of chocolate. But I hate it. I don't know.....Maybe so much sweet...In some times we both are opposite to our likes, like this.

I sat on a chair and watched around. Everyone are enjoying their day with others. Look at me! ... ALONE...is so boring. I mean I loved to stand alone because of that crazy Jaxon. But not anymore. I am bored....

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Night 7'o clock

I was writing my diary. Writing about this boring day. Suddenly someone knocked my window. At first I became Little scared. But I know that person. It will definitely the mad Jin. I walked towards the window.

"God!!! what you want ji-"

But when I opened it, I paused for a second. it's not jinn. it's was.....'JUNGKOOK'.

"uff...why are scolding me? do you know how hard I tried to get in? huh?". He entered in my room quickly without making any sound. I hugged him over happiness. He too. We hugged just for some time and slowly breaks it.

"So..."

"so?"

"Fast...get ready.."

"Why?"

"Let's celebrate your birthday".

"Now?"

"I arranged a small part with some of our friends. also my new friends also came hear".

"What?? are they Americans?".

"are you Stupid?. Just look at their names. 'KIM HA-NA and KIM TAEHYUNG".

"oo I didn't noticed it. but....wait....Who is Kim taehyung?"

"He is the one I mentioned before. Twin of ha-na. The one who said about you 'She is beautiful'. Remember?"

I rolled my eyes.

He looked at me confused.

"Get ready...Na bi".

"hm...". I walked towards the dressing room . I don't know...But when I heard about that name KIM HA-NA just.....I don't like it. I don't know why?. is it because she became friends with jungkook?.. huh... whatever.

I quickly dressed and walked towards him.

Jungkook didn't looked at me. He was reading something.

"So, Baby....do you missed me that much??...and....I am definitely spending my time with that girl Kim ha- na?"

I fastly grabbed my diary from him. He read it!!!!!

Damn it...

"But don't worry baby....I am your best friend. No one will ever take that place in my heart for you".

He said while caring my cheeks. I blushed for the first time infront of my best friend Jeon jungkook.

What's wrong with me??.

"So....are you over?"

I nodded.

"You are beautiful. come lets go".

once again I blushed.

*********

My small bangs are flying away from my eyes as I am enjoying the wind while sitting inside the car.

"Hey, put your head inside. You are still a baby".

I looked at jungkook who was driving the car focused.

"So....tell me, why are you here? is it a surprise for me?...Or do you missed me?".

"Don't be proud of yourself. I know you are bored without me".

"me???...Haha...No way.....Today was a beautiful day".

"Ya...I know. I read it correctly wrote in your diary".

I turned my head opposite. Shit...I forgot it.

"Come, we are here".

"Already?".

"Don't you want?".

"Yaya".

I hold his hand's elbow with my both hand like a baby.

We entered in the main room. It is so calming. A little home in the beach. Not like a home. Just a relaxing place.

"Happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you dear Na bi.... Happy Birthday to you...".

I laughed. They all are my friends. I know them. why I became Little scared is that because it was so dark before I entering and no one was there.

"Na bi, come here and cut the cake". Yes!!! my mad cousin jinn also here. He also never missed my birthday.

I cut the cake. I stood myself with confusion. Quickly a man came infront of me and opened his mouth. If was jungkook. I put a piece of cake in his mouth and he too.

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We are sitting in the main hall. I enjoyed this birthday too. Thanks too jungkook. I know

without him, I never will going to enjoy this all.

"Na bi, this is ha-na and taehyung".

I fastly looked at the female face first.

"Hello, I heard a lot about you from jungkook that you are his bestfriend".

She said with a smile. No problem.She is quite cute. But not more than me.

"Oh...I also heard about you from jungkook. it's nice to meet you".

"Hey....Don't forget me. I am here".

I looked at the male figure. He is handsome. But not more than jungkook.

"So you are the Kim Taetae.....what??".

Everyone laughed at me.

"It's taehyung, Na bi".

Jungkook corrected me with a laugh.

"oh...Sorry. I just forgot your name".

"No problem. So, nice to meet you. Jungkook was always curious while saying about you. So I thought that you are his girlfriend".

I blushed. God!! this is not good.

"Don't do this to me taehyung. I can't even think about how it's like when we are in a relationship. You know, she is not good at that thing. She is like BLAH BLAH BLAH".

Everyone laughed including jungkook. Somewhat I become upset inside.

"Oo God... you are also not good at that thing.

BLEW BLEW BLEW".

I said it with an expression. Everyone laughed.

"So guys, Can we play a game?". Hoshi said.

"I am in". Everyone said.

"But what game?".

"Let's paly spin the bottle".

Mingao said and everyone agreed.

First- Jinn.

Rotate.....and he got.....Nam jia.

" Man~~ All the best. But don't forget we are here".

Jungkook loudly said.

"I am not a stupid".

"I hope".

Jinn and jia came closer and I am drinking my saliva. I don't know but suddenly I lost my confidence. I never played this before neither jungkook. We never involved this type of games. But today, he agreed. What on earth is happening??.He agreed. So me too.

Next- Taehyung

and he got......So hee.

That was so cute. I mean their kiss.

Next - Jungkook

and the girl.....ha-na????

I became a little upset.

I looked at jungkook. His eyes was sparkling. He was looking at ha-na.

"Let's do".

She also agreed. I don't know....but I became very upset. I faked a smile.

They came closer. I desperately looked at them. it was awkward. They both are coming closer and closer and....We all startled by a loud voice.

"What's that?".

Jungkook stood and went outside. I smiled because they didn't kiss.

"Nothing there".

Jungkook came inside.

"Let's continue were we stops".

I looked sharply at hoshi. Why all the people are like this??

"Let me rotate the bottle once more".

Jungkook said. God!!! I don't like it.

Jungkook rotate and looked at the person.

"Man~~ It's gonna be fun".

it was taehyung. I become a little relieved. But, be honest, I don't like this too, But relieved.

"No...let me do it once again. Look he is a boy".

"What?? ok....".

And he rotated the bottle. He slowly looked at the person infront of the bottle and that was.....ME????.

What's that?...I blushed.

"Damn...Look guys. We Can't do it since we are best friends. Let me rotate once again".

"Hey, best friends also do this. don't be silly jungkook".

"Hey, let him". That girl ha-na said. What?? is she jealous??.

Next time.

He looked at the person and that was.....again ME??.

I blushed hardly.

"god!! This is never gonna work".

and jungkook came closer towards me.

"Don't worry Na bi. It just a kiss and we know we are not doing this by any meaning, ok??".

I nodded.

"Na bi, if it's uncomfortable for you, then I don't force you". Jungkook said with a considering voice.

"No it's ok".

We both came closer. Our eyes met. We are looking eye to eye. goosebumps through all over my body. I never felt like this before. I never felt like this even when I am with Jaxon. I closed my eyes.

He put his lips on mine. We kissed passionately. it's my first kiss. My first kiss took away by my bestfriend. wow~~....

"Are they gonna stop? woow...It's so amazing...look at them. They looks like a real couples".

Suddenly I heard some of the voice.

"Over".

Jungkook moved his lips from me. I am blushing.

"Jungkook, is this your first kiss?". Jun asked curiously.

"Yep". Jungkook said while looking at me.

"And I think her too".

"Aw....but you know, that was awesome. I mean the kiss. You guys kissed like a real couples".

"God...We are just friends, man and also we will never do things like this. Is it Na bi??" Jungkook asked me with a smile. Looking at the face, I can hardly say, he didn't have any type of feelings like that towards me. That lips are waiting for someone. I saw him looking at ha-na. Maybe he have feelings for her, haven't he?

What is this?? what's wrong with me??...it's not like I have feelings for him anyway. He is my best friend. we are childhood best friends. Ya....I don't have feelings for him, right?

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