episode 1( my bitter past)

so, this is my life story.... somehow I became the villainess in my own life story... actually.. what normal people thinks villains are bad,, they must die,,, whatever...

did anyone ever thought pain can make you even??

yeah... the bitterness of my life made me like this...

a double faced scheming person.....

so to start , I'm actually 16 years old by this year... to tell the truth I was myself the most foolish person I ever saw...

even a low iq person could make a fool of me....I had pay a lot for being such an idiot 😞😞😞....

at the age of 9 I was regularly physically abused by my neibhour....I could never took a guess what is a wrong touch.. nobody actually taught me... to be careful as a girl... my mum... was the most carefree person I ever saw... since childhood she never did any of my works... even I heard I was totally babysitted by my aunt and cousins... she couldn't care about me for her parental matter...

after I started school...I learned to become self dependent... to low my mum's burden.. as she was really busy with my grandma then..I thought If I could become more self reliant... she will love me more... but now I feel, that was one of the biggest mistake I ever did .... as she learned her daughter can do many things alone.. she started to become more lousy... she started to come home late.. and I was used to stay alone at home after dark... for almost 4 hours... spending the time on self study ..... sometime there used to occur load shedding.. and I had claustrophobia... in the intense darkness I used to be completely alone at home....

sitting at a corner... weeping... in hope of " mom or dad will return early"..."they will save me"..

but.... none of them actually came .. most of the time.. it was a neighborhood aunt... or my remote cousin... helping me to light on in the dark..

yeah,,, to mention I also have a brother... who is almost 12 years older than me... due to this long age gap.. we don't share the friendly bond of siblings... just remote fight.. and getting taunt because of me... actually I was a bright student in middle school.... thus everyone praised me , I was a good girl...but inside of me..I hated myself for being so good...

at the age of 12, I asked my dad to bring me a cycle... actually he really brought...I was really happy...

yet nobody actually taught me to ride on it .. dad again went abroad....... and my brother said, " I don't have time for such useless things... go learn yourself"... when I went to the park..I saw others dad or brother teaching them... helping them to stand up after a fall. .

yet I was the only person who was alone... trying hard to follow others... thus in this way I learned cycling... sometimes i also had to spend night at others house , as my granny was at poor health and my mum used to be busy there.......I was always lebelled as an example of good kid... yet that wasn't pleasant for me at all...

I always missed my mom...cried a lot..cried hard to be happy..

yet my fate was always cruel to me...made me a bad person from a good girl in their life.

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