my loneliness became more intense when my granny was in bed rest for the rest of her life..
wait wait... don't think it's my dad's mom... it's my mom's mom...I mean my maternal grandmother... about my paternal grandma..Huh.. she always hated for being a girl..I did everything... every single thing to gain her attention.. always took care of her... anyways shared my snacks with her... yet she said, "don't always cling on me like glue, ill-mannered brat!".....
if sharing food with grandmother is called ill-mannered.. then I guess every lovely kids in this world are also ill-mannered brats.. AM I wrong??
so I was also unwanted by her.. the only person who understood me was my dad... mum always scolded me when I got hurt... only my dad spoke warming words...... yet he also changed later 😞...
about my school life...I was praised there for being a good student and placing in top 5... later I understood.. they were friends with my merit.. not me actually... so when grew more matured I caught those so called friends.. yet I didn't broke the friendship..I just returned them their favour later..
my Life to an important turn at the age of 13...a trauma.. went on me....
my little aunt (my mom's younger sister) died on 7th August, while giving birth to a baby boy.... both mother and kid died.........................
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my aunt had another daughter...Adah.. she was only 9 then... and her father was mentally unstable... my mom almost became insane.... there was terrifying sensation then... at this so moment...I suddenly missed my first period...I never knew what the hell was that!!!. not even my mom made me aware of this...I only read it on book.. but just as a study... when I I asked my mom... she... ignored me!! I was totally scared!!! my mom isn't listening to me.!!! she is busy with her own grief!!!!... finally a cousin helped me... later whenever I bring the matter, they says i am too selfish...I didn't thought about their situation.. their sister died....I understand... she was my aunt too... but my situation... was it unworthy to consider????
I never got this answer......
........... how could I even handle it at that time...as I was really stupid and immature then...
anyways... after her mom died... my family decided to bring h her at our home.. as her father lives abroad...I was really happy to have an near she companion with me...
believe me! I never took her as a cousin... to me she was always adorable younger sister...
but you know our society is to vicious... even if I do my best, I will lebelled as a bad person if I scold her for her own good... to them.. It's a must scene..a girl will torture her adoptive sister.... she will always play the negative role.... either she will have to devote herself to the motherless child, sacrifice hey everything, otherwise she must be the evil one here....
nowadays.. it became the policy of the society....a girl can never be good to her adoptive sister.... she has to prove it by sacrificing get everything!!! By compromising in everything!!!
starting to sharing parents love to give up on the thing I like,!!!
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to tell the truth Adah is not the one at fault.. she's really sweet... she doesn't want me to be the bad person... but our surroundings are making me...
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