episode three( past 3)

when I was 13 Adah stated to live with us..i admit I was really sweet then... always nodding with their lie praises like a fool...I did everything to make Adah comfortable in our house... even gave up on the so called mother who never comforted me...

I already started to gave up and compromise from the beginning.... yet that was never enough for my relatives...

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suddenly those praising relatives changed their behaviour towards me... they became cold... and always started to lecture me... always command me to compromise... always command to get the 2nd share..., they says, "Adah doesn't has a mother.... you should compromise more for her... nothing can fulfill the lose she had..." they suddenly became strangers to me.... are they the same relatives who used to praise me and love me,,??

not only them.. the cousins who brought me up.. started to ignore me... whenever I scold Adah..I get punishment... Adah isn't scolded when I'm then one at fault... but if it's her instead, I need to share the punishment... reason??

I'm her sister, she doesn't has a mother..

about the relatives I didn't cared actually... but I was deeply hurt when my dad, ill-spoked about me for the first time..

the matter was actually very simple... me and Adah had a small fight and I asked her casually "go away.. dummy"

just because of these 2 words my life became heckish.

my dad called me and said, "what kind of manner is this?? how dare you say her to go away.... if I listen you said her something bad again, I will throw you out, and send you to your aunt... god knows why did I get such filthy and evil daughter.."

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I clearly remember the lines... because these lines left a deep scratch in my heart.... my dad... apparently changed...

so, my life was completly alone... they pushed me at the corner.. yet I never did anything wrong.... a kid can share everything with someone.. but always giving up Is not possible for a kid as well...

later I also became her bodyguard....I had to attend her paternal function, to take care of her...I even had to skip school for it... the dad who was always against it gave an instant constant...

my dad was still good enough to me then... but he completely changed after this incident::

one day my mom cut some fruits for Adah..I was about to take one.. she suddenly said," don't touch, it's for Adah." thus I stopped instant... later dad came and asked... why wasn't I eating... I said " mom said not to touch.. it was for Adah"..

I just literally said what she ordered me... but it led to a big fight... dad argued with mom.. why she didn't gave me fruits.. mom said, "it's from Adah's dad's money!!! if you want to me to feed your daughter why don't you work!!...

my dad was workless then... so, this tiny matter barged to divorce then my big aunt asked me to lie... she asked me to say I was lying... that mom really did gave me to eat....I wasn't sure what to do. .I just didn't wanted mom and dad to divorce, so I took the blame.... so, in an instant I suddenly became a evil girl in my dad's eyes... he started to hate me too...

so in this way,,,,,, I was left alone........ an unwanted evil person in their life... once my mom said she gave birth to a bitch our of anger.. she might have forgotten it, but it's an ever fresh wound in my heart....... in this way they made me pathetic.... evil... luminous... an unwanted..bitchy person...

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you know what inspired me most.... it's The "JOKER"....

A painful person to a immoral evil.....

I understood from him.... being too good isn't helpful always... Sometime being a psycho also works as healer....

I'm indeed a double faced psycho.... doing insane things under the naive Mask... but you know what, it makes me feel better..it takes me out of my pains and suffering.....😊😊

I'm still doing great and alive because I became the "VILLAINESS of my own story"

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