episode 4 ( the present me)

so, after i was pushed at the corner, I gradually went to depression... i was already fed up... from hearing just give up,,, just give up ,,,just give up,,,

just compromise,,, just compromise,,,, just compromise,,...

sacrifice it all,,,, i was already fed up as I said..

after two years of depression,,, i decided to do a comeback.. not to my old self.... just to convert myself into a new person... into a new me... even if the new me is selfish, at least it's not ignorable...

i stood up,,,,,... started to change myself gradually, started to observe the world more and more.. started to learn peoples taste, people's nature, especially their masked faces....

after a long struggle , i became a worthy and attention-catchable person from a stupid, easily giving up person...

yeah, i became selfish but still I'm a wanted person....a person who is much valued..

in my present I'm truly admirable by all... in each angle.. in skills.. in talks... in responsibility... in one word everything....I did everything to be perfect... this want of perfection made me insane,!!!! I became a psycho!!! I have a great hunger of potentiality, skills and capabilities....I want to be perfect in each and every angle... so that no one... not even a single person can find a flaw in me..

after I changed myself, I changed my behaviour towards my relatives and cousins, I became quite cold, and distant.. like the way they treated me,.... you know there is a saying ...a silent person gains the most attention with his being silent..

so I won back their attention....

starting from here, I will truly write each and every single schemes I did in my life::.

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November 26, 2019...

my last exam had finished....I checked my wallet, and found there were still 13 USD extra.... so I thought to play a double game...I went to the bakery and brought a cake for the cousin who just had a baby girl.... to my friends I became very caring... and to my aunt and cousin I became their an Apple of eye... to mention they were very poor and my mum went to see her without taking anything... somehow I became the good person and my selfish mum became an evil... yeah, to add I had a funny with my cousin anna(younger sister her,)... Anna is at my age... because of Adah.. we had a big fight (though Adah was not intentional).. she understood me and in this way I gain her attention again.....

...I won three things at a time... one, again gaining their attention.. two, clearing a bit of my destroyed image with a little destruction of my mom's.. and three, gaining back my cousins support... I'm speaking truly since then, my that aunt and her daughter's always took my side blindly (,😁)..

lol ...lol....

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1st January....2020

a new start of new me officially!!!...I took a oath...I won't attend much public functions and events.... remember guys, only those who are rare are mostly valued... firstly I skipped my a family gathering in name of school and coachings etc.. and all.

but somehow i ended up going there for my mom..... yet I won the spotlight I guess.... you know, only I was the only girl in my cousin group who got chance in a big school.... so I ended up going there in full uniform.... somehow I stole my beautiful cousin Anna's spotlight with my plain yet elegant uniform..😁😁.... unexpectedly I got unknown relatives attention too🙄....

Anna:uhhh, hey inaya,... your back, so late??

me: actually I was stuck in traffic and also I had school programme..... oh yeah mom!.. put this on your bag..

cousin rose: what's that inaya??

me: uhh.. nothing special I guess... it's just I stood first in a competition.... so it's the prize and certificate...

cousin Bella: oh my god!.. it's such a pleasant news and you say it's nothing special....

me: it's really nothing 😅... sis.. you know I got more like this before...

mum: still... you should express your win..

me: yeah actually I became bored of expressing it... add nobody used care actually...I mean all knows I'm good at such things... so I thought, there's no point of showing off....

Adah: sis, you won?? congratulations 😊😊..

me: thanks a lot sweety... yeah I brought this for you..(showing a bracelet).. how is it??

Adah: it's so pretty!!! I really loved it..... aunt aunt... see..

mum: it's really pretty...I guess you are becoming more understanding Inaya... it's good for you...

inaya: yeah 😊.. sorry I took a long time to change.... hey Anna, How's your school going??

Anna: AHH, good actually....

inaya: ahh, I see... hey, what about the rumours?

Anna: wha,,,what rumours??

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