Prelude to love Part 3

After being introduced to the next suitor she would smile and open

with her name, “Im Lydia how are you?” her hair at this time dark

as night, and her brown eyes seemed like pools of honey in what

seemed to be the cold season. “What do you like to do?” he would

pause and smile “Im Nolsom, I'm pleased to meet you. I am a basic

Technician” They would date and they would agree to get

married. Not was always what it would seem to be and she would try to

love him whole-heartedly They both liked games and they both liked

music and they both liked food. Nelsom would even gift her and Ariza

with things to show he would support her. They moved in with him and

she was at a loss for words she would watch him flip over the

smallest things and then apologize and he didn’t mean to be like

that. She would easily forgive him because she was trying to love him

and be understanding. After all, she would get frustrated and he just

had a different way of showing it. After all, he never had actually hit

her at that time, he would just break things and she would clean

them up. She would feel overwhelmed and in the beginning, he told her

he lost a child, and he would love hers like the one he lost. She

believed the whispers despite how he would hit her and despite the

words of adoration as they would come and go in waves. They got married

anyway she said she would stay with him if he loved her and she

wanted a father for her daughter. She wanted a teammate a lover in life.

It was an attack on her spirit and

she would become filled with darkness and light in waves. It was her

and A‘riza most of the days, she was still little and she slept a

lot, they would have breakfast daily and she would sleep with her

at noon. It would build up on occasion she would feel tired taking

care of A’riza by herself most of the time. There was once when

she would make him breakfast and it was cold because she made it

prior to his arrival. She was playing games and writing stories she

was having fun resting it was a reprieve from what was going on. It

was a few more weeks till he would break and throw things at her.

Love grew within her and she felt like whatever she did was

like stepping on glass. There were loving moments for weeks and in every

loving moment they had, a light would grow from within her once more.

Things began to get harder for her, she was carrying life within her

once more, and she would be taken of breath at the night. while

rocking in the living room in the chair waiting for him to return.The

hands of her lover wrapped around her neck as he would begin to spew

venom from his lips. It would spike at her heart and her mind at

once. “Why are you doing this to me? “ her breath growing weaker.

“I want you to know you will always be under me, you will always

have to be with me no one would ever want you.” Her face was red

and her hands would grab around his as she would pray as he was

choking her. “Please! Let all of this stop! I need protection

please don’t let me die!” she would continue as it would drain

life from her and the life within her. He would suddenly stop and

she would labor for breath as she would begin to feel labor it

was only a month before she would have to bring light to the world.

Ariza started to cry in her sleep after hearing it all, she

slept right at the side of her. Lydia would be rushed to the hospital

and she would begin to get admitted. “She is going to have to have

her early!” the life clinic doctor would tell them and they would

have to work fast. Her heart was beating and Nelsom was there in the

room. She would feel the weight of love and his darkness present and

they would begin to worry about Lydia. “WE need to take them to the

Nicu!” she and her new light would be rushed together and she named

her Mariam, meaning my beloved, and rose, the symbol of love and

romance. “Mariam I love you, you are my beloved little baby, I am

here with you .” she would place her hands through the gloved enclosed

box. “I can’t wait to hold you, I love you.” she would feel

stressed and when it was just them in the room Nelsom would slowly sit

behind her and make her sit in his lap. “I just want you to know

if anything happens to the baby I will kill you.” he would say with

a smile as his tone utterly frightened her. “I understand.” she

would begin to pray once more and Mariam would squeeze her hand. “God

please let nothing happen to us...” it was all she would pray as

one of the nurses came in and rushed over” Your heart monior is

going of Lydia you need to calm down what happened .” Lydia would

stutter in her words “I am just worried for Miriam..” she would

hold her tongue and remain calm as soon as Nelson would hold onto her

hand tightly, she knew what it meant. He would speak up and she would

sit downa ned look at Miriam. “She is fine she is just worried

about the baby we all are. “oh she is a loving mother, any loving

mother would feel like that, let's get Miriam some bottled formula if

you're stressed you won’t be able to feed her your life milk.” the

Clinic aid would tell her. And she would just nod as Nelsom would

feel like a towering Beast who would make her feel into despair once

more. It was a full week Lydia and Miriam were there when they

arrived home things would change and he would begin to soften up on

Lydia. “Oh look at our healthy beautiful Miraiam.” he would hold

her up only when she was a few weeks old and said in a child's tone.

“You won’t ever put daddy on child support will you?” she would

shake her head no in response. ‘I never even put A’riza’d faher

on it I am good.” Lydia would mean it at the time because she did

it once before what would another time by herself be like? “I

understand.” they would seem to be drifting apart and it was

springtime. It was Snow’s Eve, and they were celebrating they

went to his family and things seemed fine the whole family was together

everyone getting to see everyone. They would get to see the kids

wantch them all open gifts and feast. It was like watching and

reminiscing on how at that age life is so easy and happy in the

younger days, but something happened when Nelsom and her arrived at

her family's party in the evening. Lydia became nervous and brought him

home a plate of food. Driving home in her red car as she would wake

Nelsom up to help her. The kids were up and he laid back down on the

couch. It was a calm moment before she would begin to tap his

shoulder to speak with him.

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