Prelude To love Part 2

It was one day that she would find one of the knights who would

battle on the field against other schools and record him from the

distance, it was Adrian. Adrian to her was handsome, tall, and had

eyes that changed in the sun from blue to green in its center growing

blue under the sun. Playing instruments during his half-time and perform

during his rest time. She even would begin to work at the local

Pizza shop, where she would answer calls and help prepare them with

the magic of the stove. She would save her money till she would find

the perfect ride and Adrian would travel in his red truck traveling

an hour to see her often. Things weren’t perfect and they would

often split and come back together, for her at the time he was like a

gift to the world. Lydia just enjoyed being in his graces and would

often once getting enough funds drive her smaller car to see him

despite the splits and the swapping of wanting and not wanting to be

with her. It was a reprieve from feeling so outlasted it was like a

glimmer of hope that love would last no matter the trials. It was a

reprieve from the darkness that would surround her world and it would

bring light into her life. It was a fresh breath that would be much

like believing in the things of the world and universe would one day

make sense. Lydia wanted to be who she wanted to be, despite not

knowing who she was really at that time. It would be on and of with

Adrian and during the slow times she kept herself busy working and

learning at Lilly high. Participated in anything she could just to

enjoy doing something with her time, she loved to sing and had people

there that she really liked, that was free of judgment and would

just talk about anything. She grew to understand many things and she

would smile once she learned how to focus on the paperwork and

actual writing, whereas in her final year, she would finish with only

being there for half a day only had two classes, that she really

needed and picked up extra hours and was able to get things of her

own. Learning to drive was a little bit of a struggle she learned to

be focused a little more on the work and flow of being freer

than ever before. She would feel proud of herself even. It was coming

close to lover’s day and Adrian came back around and even took her

out. She was so delighted and he even took he out to eat and gave her

a necklace to wear that had a ruby heart and crystals around it. It

was even a precious metal, and she had him put it on. She had just

turned into an adult earlier that year. She was like a growing flower

in the fields on a hot summer day. Adrian and Lydia would dance

and move together as young lovers do. It was quick and she would

race among the forests with Adrian and he would catch her as they

would run out of breath running through the valleys and hidden

paths. It would be cold and it would be snowing, where their bodies

often would feel the heat between the two. Something unexpected

happened and there was life between the two. Her feelings had bloomed

into a life of the two’s romance and desires. To her it was a

beautiful thing, they went to the life clinic together, She wasn’t

expecting him to show her another side of him. “Adrian why would

you say that we haven’t been together?” the life technician

would begin to question him why he would deny that. Why would he say

that they weren’t even really together? Lydia couldn’t believe

her ears and she wouldn’t say anything about it but took hold of the

necklace. “How could you say that...” were the words that would

crackle like a million emotions that would arise a tear in her eye,

which she would hold back. She was in his truck and the entire time

he spoke about how he didn't want it, how he couldn’t make girls, how she

need to get rid of it somehow. She didn’t have it in her to do

that she felt that the girl was just like her, she was proof that

love even existed. She created something of this world that would

breathe and grow and learn all about how her mother loved her. That

there was no greater proof that, there was a plan. She didn’t know

that she would have many trips along the way. She would keep moving

and her body and mind would keep her trapped for many years. He left

her alone and would never come back, she would wait for what seemed

an eternity and she called him up and would scream and howl at him.

“How could you do this to me, how? was it all a lie? It’s not

fair!” she would end up losing her job and worked whatever she

could till she was just part of the common lower rabble. She lived

with her parents and they helped take care of things. The weight of

everything had made her feel unworthy, even at the Local Light

churches, when they would speak verses that would make her feel

singled out. So she would date again and end up with one of her

relatives, or spouses suggesting someone to her. She would agree

happily if she didn't feel how she felt about how she was so young

with an extra life. Some would even say she would not amount to

anything and live off others her whole life. Which she worked hard to

not and her family liked having her there. Lydia would try to always

spend time with her family and do anything to bring them together.

After all, they were family. Lydia called her little light A’riza, it

was a special name she had given her after all she would grow up

telling her the meaning of her little light's name. “A’riza, your

first name means rising and your middle name is Lynn which means

waterfall. You can raise against the waters of a waterfall. Do you

understand? I love you.” she and Ariza were inseparable and her

family took care of A’riza while she worked to provide for herself

and Ariza. But she would feel like she would need a father for her

daughter and it would be something she would seek because she wanted

a full home of love like her mother and father. It was something she

wished for in her heart of hearts. She felt like she could love

anyone because everyone was the same and she knew her family would do

her justice.

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