Trapped

Uncontrollable flow of sensation started to appear somewhere inside me which used to flutter my heart everytime. Don't know where but felt very strange and lovable when the unknown transmission of wave used to spread all over the stomach. The first sense of such feelings was beautifully coated in my soft corne secretly.

Unknowingly and unconsciously my heart started to beat loudly without considering my consciousness of mind. The war between the sensation and consciousness repeatedly blamed my soul for the unknown cause of action of such immediate reaction. Sayabang, this name was engraving inside my heart slowly. Only by listening his name, my hearts started to pound fastly.

That day I felt really unusual so, I didn't check my mobile the whole day but something was urging me repeatedly to open the chat box and see. My hand moved to reach the phone and finally opened the chat. There was no message from anyone though. For one hour I stared outside thinking about that person who was might be busy on his work, handling the customers, roaming here and there with his cute action, impressing the girls coming to his bars, flirting with other girls without knowing that I was waiting or worrying about not getting any messages from him.

But who cared it was my actual nature, my own personality to be thinking alone a lot stuffs and creating the activities of persons in my own imagination without considering the reality. But suddenly my mind buzzed with the vibration of the phone, there was a message which was from the same that I had been waiting for so long. I nearly cried at that moment when I got his message, my heart was out of control and throbbing and jumping with excitement or nervousness which wasn't ready for accepting the fact that it had been actually waiting for his response.

Seeing his message made me more amused though it was just a "Hi". But for me it was every words that I was expecting from him like "What happened? Why didn't you text me this whole day? I was worried about you."

Just his "Hi" changed my mood that time and my expectations level increased from bottom to the sky. Sayabang didn't ask anything more than the causal talk. And we ended our conversation after a short time because he had to be in work and couldn't touch his phone during his work time. Then my saddened face became a little bit calmed and bright after getting his message. My sister suddenly appeared and smiled teasing me saying that someone was very happy now.

She was the one who introduced me to Sayabang but she didn't even know my attachment towards him these days though she was observing the whole day. Seeing her cheerful face made me calm and happy. From that day the same thing continued we used to chat everyday like a normal day. As usual Sayabang used to tell me about his daily activities and same went for me. I was preparing for my final exam staying at my maternal house and my days were passing with our daily conversation.

Every morning was started with our morning message until the expectation of good night message staying till the midnight waiting for his reply because of his midnight works. It's been 3 weeks since my vacation was going to be end and had to return to the city where the University was. I was thinking of returning after 2 or 3 days later with my sister.

My sister name was Annie. While talking about her personality, she was hot blooded, short tempered, had a bold voice, faired skin, brown haired naturally, thin and beautiful petals like lips, beauty mole on her cheek, a perfect body, high intellectual one etc. I couldn't explain her whole personality, she was just a perfection in herself. She had been with me since I remembered my childhood and we were together since the day of my memory of the life. I was always with her except my college classes, from the morning to the night, from the holidays to the vacation‌s and from the cafe to the club, I never missed her company. She was more than my sister usually behave like my best friend or soulmate. And now in such important decision of my life of choosing another soulmate, she wasn't there. I couldn't understand myself of not taking a proper decision. A bit of sadness was there when I was trying to hide that relationship from that person whom I had shared every parts or memory of my life till now but I wasn't sure about to tell her. "Is it necessary to let her know that I already have developed feelings for Sayabang?" I gasped quite a bit loud that she heard it and asked me about my anxiousness but I didn't say a word and she didn't even ask me again.

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