I never had that many friends growing up
So I learned to be
Ok with just me, just me, just me, just me
And I'll be fine on the outside
I like to eat in school by myself, anyway
So I'll just stay right here
Right here, right here, right here
And I'll be fine on the outside
So I just sit in my room after hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died
Would you remember my face?
So I left home, I packed up and l moved far away
From my past one day
And I laughed, I laughed, I laughed, I laughed
I sound fine on the outside
Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I'm confused
Sometimes I find that I am not alright
And I cry, and I cry, and I cry
So I just sit in my room after hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died
Would you remember my face?
When I hear this song,I feel connecting with my own life. Sometimes I sitting alone and asking myself "does anyone see me?" "Hate me?"
Sometimes, I feel bad and compare my goals with other people, which makes me feel desperate and stressed.
I think my progress is going too slowly.
Sometimes I can't explain my emotions, how I’m really feeling?!
But today, I decided to face reality and remind myself that I’m doing better than I think.
I remember that in the future, I want to be a humble person — someone full of humility.
I know it's not easy...
I want to heal myself and organize my life better.
I always remind myself:
"Let yourself see another version of you — and take your happiness, even if it comes later."
