^^^April 2, 2015^^^
To the stranger that I encountered yesterday,
First of all, I would like to sue you for stealing my withered heart. Whether you take responsibility or not, you should take responsibility HAHAHA char.
It was my first time feeling this kind of sensation. A sensation of trembling hands, hot cheeks as if it was from the fresh oven, with a palpitating heartbeat as if I was chased by thousands of wild running cheetahs yet a pleasant touch of emotion. I was confused...and still am.
A hundred what-ifs struck my mind, I was shackled with my own thoughts and realized that I daydreamed between you and me. I don't even know you, It was my first time seeing your existence yet I acted like this. Was this what they called love at first sight?
If so, in what aspect did I love from you? Your physical features? Your tantalizing hazelnut eyes? Your straight nose? Your red boxy lips? Your defined jaw? Your fiction-like beauty? Your style? Your tall height? Or was it that time? After you helped someone without expecting anything in exchange we accidentally locked our eyes together and neither you nor I avoided our gazes for seconds? Was it that time when I realized that a sudden connection tied me to you? An inexistent red string eh?
What great timing. I have actually the guts to feel these things? Ironic.
But really, it's a shame though cause I didn't get a chance to start a conversation and asked your name. If only that woman didn't interrupt us in the subway station maybe I already got your number.
Maybe it wasn't still our time to enter each other's life? But what if? What if we meet each other again? Can I call that destiny? Fate? But surely, if that time will come. I won't just be going to stay still and watch, I'll be going to grab that opportunity to enter your life.
Did I sound creepy? I'm sorry, but promise, I won't harm you.
I'm not a romanticist nor a poet but the moment that I laid my eyes upon you, I realized how sometimes scary a moment is. While the wind of the warm climate blow passes us in just a mere second, the time suddenly slowed and the busy place became silent, the smelly surroundings have suddenly gone and it becomes a surrounding with a fragrance of new bloomed Cherry blossoms. And as if I was bewitched by your existence, my heart skip a beat and my cheeks became hot until our eyes met and you smile at me. I realized that I'm in danger and would cross a path that will lead to risk and sacrifices.
Am I doomed to fall in love with you?
Should I welcome the invitation of destiny or must I ignore it? But can I really ignore it?
Just a mere girl,
Having a wishful thinking about you.
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