Useless me.

I felt cool liquid under my feet, thick crimson red liquid. The white dress I was wearing had red stains on it. Surrounded by people, those familiar faces made my blood boil but tremble with fear as well. They came closer, their hands out, they wanted to grab me. I couldn't move and in a split second everything went dark.

Everything dark, I'm surrounded by strange darkness. Darkness

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Darkness.

My dark rebellious soul.

'Useless! Disgraceful!'

'Bitch!'

No.. I'm not..

'You *****! Die!'

'I don't want you!'

No please don't..

'I don't have a disrespectful daughter like you!'

'It's a shame that you were born in our family.'

SHUT UP!

'You rascal! Get out of here'

'She won't go with us. I'm going to beat her if she did.'

'Bitch!' slap.

Why can't I run..?

'You can't compare with us!'

'She stole my dairy!'

'Trash! Piece of shit!'

'You're are never going to live happily!

You will die the worse death!'

No mother, please!

'Fat bitch!'

Stop it! It's enough!

My knees felt weak, crashing on the dirty floor. I watched them yelling at me, calling me names. I want to fight back but I can't move. The earth started shaking, it cracked open and I fell into it.

An endless depth.

I wanted to scream but I can't, I could hardly breath. Just waiting to hit the ground, broken into pieces. The end of my sufferings...

"Your ordeals aren't going to end so soon....hahhaha"

"You have to suffer alot!"

RUN!!!

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"NO!" I gasped for air, covered in cold sweat. I can't breathe.. Water. I need water, my throat is so dry. I looked at the nightstand, the jug is empty. I dragged myself to the kitchen, I feel there is tones of weight loaded on my shoulders. I slowly gulped down the cold liquid making me feel better.

     I went back to my room, opened the glass windows to stand in the balcony.

My elbows rested on the railing, as looked up at the sky. It's 2am, the moon is still there. How would it be like to get high up there, away from everyone. I thought to myself as fresh breeze hit my bare skin, drying my sweat.

      The same dream, same person, same place and the same useless me..

Useless me made me smile. I sat on the sill, my legs dangling into nothing but air. Should I jump from here? Will I die this time? Last time only my arm broke..

'Oh God, I have lived enough. 25 years are enough. Don't you think it's time end this brutal game...?'

What's left to be done now? I wish I was never born. They would have lived happily without. There would've been no burden named 'SARAH'. Oh how I wished my life to be short... but each day feels like years.

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Kang Sarah.

23 years old, a doctor.

Colourful eyes, long light brown hair.

Anger issues, depressed, cold.

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