Dear mom

WARNING

Self harm

Suicide talk

She's just a disappointment. She knows it's the truth. She wishes she was the perfect daughter. She wishes someone just knew. She wishes her parents knew how she really felt. But she can't tell them. She just wants her heart to heal. It's nothing her parents did to make her feel this way. All they do is make her happy and take care of her every day. She is just a teenage girl with a helpless heart. She wants to make her parents proud, but all she does is sit in her room in the dark. When things happen to make her upset, she always takes it out on them and turns into a nervous wreck. She tries her best to be the best daughter she can be. They might not think she tries. But they just dont see. They dont see the nights she stays up crying in her room. They don't see the times she says she's ok, but its a lie. Theres things they dont know, and thats ok. All she can do is hope that one day she finds someone who understands her some day. But she knows she won't. She sits in she room all day with a blade in hand, cutting into her skin. She covers the scars and prays to stop. One night, she got into a fight with her mom. so she grabbed the gun and put it to her head and was about to pull the trigger, but then her dad walked in. He begged her to stop as she cried. he runs and hugs her. she cried in his arms, and he took the gun, but she couldn't do it anymore. He told her that she needed to go to the hospital. because he could feel blood going through her jacket from the cuts, and she told him no. the next day, he asked her if she wanted to go to the store with him. She said yes, but he could tell she had cut again. When she got into the car her started driving.He took her to the hospital and made her go in. as they go in, she begged him to let her go home, but he made her go. they bring them into a hospital room, and they tell her she is gonna need an I.V. And she needs to stay for days. She begged to go home, but they tell her that she has lost too much blood, but she refuses. her dad tells her that he has to leave her there, and he walks out. She crys as they put an I.V. in her arm. A few hours later, she falls asleep, and the doctor takes out the I.V. and transfer some blood in her arm so she has good blood since she lots so much. She wakes up, and her dad is there, and he is checking her out of the hospital so she can finally leave.

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