The line she will never cross

Ok, maybe they're right. Maybe Lilly is annoying. Maybe she is a burden. Maybe she is pretty. Maybe she is fummy. She can't ever tell, tho they switch up so fast its like a competition for their love. A goal. A finish line stabbing into her soul. Playing so many different roles. Just to be whole. She wonders if she'll ever hit that line. She wonders if she'll ever get across that pole. If she does, what would they say? Will they treat her the same way they do every day? Will they run away? Will they turn her gray? Or will they finally stay? She's exhausted. She can't keep thinking like this. Just for their forgiveness. She's done saying sorry. She's out of the competition. She keeps missing. She's sick of the hissing. She's never winning. So they can walk away. She's not begging them to stay. Their betrayal was louder than their words. Now please fly away like birds. Leave Lilly alone. And never text her phone. Because she's done. She's done with you. She's done with everyone. Except for the one person she can always trust Sarah. Sarah was always there for her. Even when sarah was down. Now sarah moved so she couldn't see her. She can only call her. So she was done with them she was about to cut but she remembered Sarah and stopped. But she knows she will stop. For Sarah. The next day, she showed up to school and realized that everyone was trying to ignore her. She realized that she was right. She would never cross that line. Never go over that finish line for their love. In class, she cried not because of anything she just cried. When she got home, she went to her room. wrote notes for everyone she loves explaining everything. at night, she snuck into the bathroom and grabbed a pill bottle. as she cried, she took them. The next day, her parents found her on her bedroom floor, the notes on the bed, and the pill bottle on the floor next to her. Her mom broke down and called 911. A few hours later, she finally woke up. she woke up confused she thought she was gonna die that night. but no, she woke up in the hospital bed with I.V. in her arm. She realized her parents found out she hadn't eaten in days and had been cutting for months. She saw them crying next to her hospital bed, and she finally broke down and told them everything. a few weeks later, she got out, and Sarah moved back. They were finally happy again. They went to school. They didn't get bullied anymore. She had her best friend again. Until a new girl moved to her school. She got bullied for not speaking English well. and being from Korea. Lilly saw her getting bullied and stopped it, and they eventually became friends.

The end

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