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Going on in a journey of life. Having nothing but dreaming of everything. There's no such thing that is so good to be true. You can't have everything even if you do everything you could. You'll never have it.

Only on a story you could have everything. Only on a fairy tale story like you could achieve it all. Sometimes though, they won't even have the way you want it. Unless, you wrote it yourself.

Everything single thing you want, could be achieved in your own imagination. If you let everything go what's on your mind. Being the person you want on your own story could you escape reality.

Not daring to face reality though cowardly, but most of the majority do this. It's the only way people could have some reality escape though just a break of a moment. Still, bring a fortune of happiness.

Still doing it won't bring you real satisfaction in life. But, it can still alleviate some of your pain. Not indulging on it will do. Forgetting your not in reality is the worse case you'll be facing on hand.

Having experience on lifelong sadness and suffering makes you want to escape life but not to the point of taking your own life. Though you want to escape suffering and endless pain. Still your persistently pushing your life forward. Nothing like pushing positively but still barely going on to see what will come tomorrow.

Everything you've seen on life is like a journey that full of not so good memories. You look back on your life and just see some blurry memories of happiness. Those memories were almost buried into deep of yourself that you could almost forget it.

A happy moment that so faintly noticeable. Almost at break of forgotten moments. You almost believed it as a dream of you. Which is not a true moment you experience first hand on.

Still you keep on clinging on this tiny little moment to keep on going. Just to have something that will keep you on looking for what it comes on tomorrow.

Those happiest moments you experience is the only thing you could have because you don't have anything. A moment of forgetting it will make you think what is life? Is it possible to still go on? What would I face tomorrow? Why do I have to keep on living? Why do everything seems so wrong? Do i have to still keep on doing these things?

So much of it, but still you keep on going forward, even if you want to stop. You could only persist. Having nothing but still want everything. What a contrast of life you have. Imagining things you want, but will never have.

Doing everything you could to have it. Even if the tiniest thing you could have. Still it's barely enough. Not enough at all. Even if you exhaust yourself out, still not enough. Having a wants and needs is the people have to face. But barely having what is needed is sometimes the only thing we could do.

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