Beginning of Infatuation

I've been thinking of him so badly lately.He has all the qualities I desire in a man: charm and charm.The traits of someone who was tall, dark, good-looking, caring, and a gentleman were all present.He was my ideal man, the man I had imagined.God-fearing man's qualities caused me to become crazy.This was my first time falling in love, but was it true love?

Mark, would it be possible to have a short conversation with you?

I took my first shot at it.Hezron, my closest friend, had observed my affection for the tall man who is part of his circle.I hadn't behaved so differently around other guys before, and it was apparent to her.My continual reference to him, even without a reason, caused her to be curious.She was determined to obtain the truth, and I had no alternative but to reveal myself.

If you have affection for him, then go for it, my darling.She said....

This boosted my confidence to approach him.I was apprehensive about starting a conversation with him.What if my dressing didn't suit him?What if my voice wasn't up to par?My mind was filled with several questions, and my hands became clammy.As I approached Mark that day, I felt as if my entire future was dependent on this one conversation.His eyes were so enthralling that every woman would want to have them.His eyes grabbed my attention, and his smile made me feel uneasy.I heard my soul certify that he was the one for me, and my heart skipped a beat.

Mark! I cried, my voice tremorous.

He noticed me and approached me, making me feel like I was reunited with my long lost love.

What's going on, Prexxie? He stated.

Oh my God! He knows my name! I jumped up and almost fell into his arms..

It's probable that he was left to ponder what was going on with that woman, and perhaps I was too, wondering what was really going on with me.Acting in that manner was something I had never done before.I felt embarrassed, I felt as if I had stomped too low.Girls are not accustomed to going after boys, but this was a new phenomenon.Did I truly act in accordance with my values?Was I content with the step I had taken...I had faith in a different approach, not in me trying to catch him.If only my circle knew that love would cause me to do this, they would not be proud of me.As a woman, I walked with pride, but I still wondered how I came to this point.People say love can be crazy, but I thought I was exceptional.What if Mark is displeased with you because you approached him?What if your irresponsible actions result in you losing a friend?My goal was to keep my circle intact, but I knew that telling them I was flirting with someone would mean the end for all of us.

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