Crazy love

As I walked through the streets, my heart and mind were in a battle.I knew in my mind that it was wrong for me to fall madly in love to the extent that I couldn't think clearly.My heart was cognizant of what it desired.I was unsure whether to follow my heart or my mind.I was ripe for a relationship and it seemed like I was being left out.My best friend Hezron had a gorgeous relationship with a man who had a great affection for her.I had the most admiration for the couple based on their conversations and interactions.Frequently, my best friend would incorporate him into our conversation, which only reinforced my sense of being left behind.I also aspired to be comfortable.To have a comfortable conversation about the person I was involved with.My inbox was full of suitors, not that I didn't have any.My heart rejected everything and chose to focus on someone who did not perceive me as a girlfriend.Perhaps he wasn't yet prepared.Despite having a number of high-quality men with all the attributes, it seemed like Mark was the only one who was able to shine.At times, I tried to give them my full attention, as some went above and beyond.Kim was a participant among them.He was a wealthy individual, possessing the most up-to-date iPhone and a car. Yes, money wasn't an obstacle for him.He procured flowers, arrived with a variety of snacks, and always contacted me on a daily basis.His efforts were futile as they only angered me and made me dislike him, not love him.I felt that he was solely trying to swindle me for money.My hatred towards Kim was unleashed by this.Not only Kim, but also my class representative, Alvin, was present.This individual put forth his best effort to finish all of my assignments.He signed my attendance and consistently ensured my seat was secured.Despite his efforts, I didn't acknowledge them.One man was the only person I recognized in my heart.I did make an effort to fall in love, and it wasn't because I didn't try.I made an effort to give an opportunity to a man who had been overly insistent.Sadly, it didn't last for more than a month or more than 2 weeks.His behavior became monotonous and his texts became a nuisance to me.He didn't commit any mistakes, but he made one by falling in love with the wrong woman.I was aware that he had feelings for me. I felt remorseful, yet there was no choice at hand.I developed a bitterness towards anyone who approached me and my heart sank whenever Mark was spotted with another woman.I desired complete solitude. I desired him to solely see me and not anyone else!I desired complete solitude. I wanted him to exclusively observe me, not anyone else!I desired complete solitude. I desired him to solely observe me, without any other person!

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