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M-country, a place where our everyday lives was always like a rewind button for me, nothings change unless you do something and make things so complicated. Waking up is like living in a hell-like situation doing the same routine and playing some blaming games on me. Well, there's nothing I can do about it if I'm their favorite and all they see is me, not doing the right thing. At some point, I'm used to it, that's why I'm working hard just to get out of here.

I don't know why but, I'm trying my best to reach out the impossible, like be with my idols oh so whatever just to get out of this life I'm having. Me and my cousins also dream about making our own band and sing in front of millions of fans just like the popular ones.

Well that's just my imagination going wild, anyway, if that didn't work, I'm still working hard on my dance career even if I'll do back-up on some popstar, popular or not.

School is over, no dance practice, no club activities, no events, just lying here in my bed monitoring everything what my idols do in their living.

"Look at this, they don't have the right to say this mean words, I'm not a fan but who the hell are they to judge others just like that?". Bela said it angrily.

Bela is my cousin, she supports me on the things I like even if it is exaggerated, she's always there.

"Hey big sis, don't freak out." she said. "What am I? an insane person just will freak out on this kind of stuff? I'ts natural for a popular band to have anti-fans everywhere." I replied. "Not that, look at this viral news." Bela immediately give her phone to show the news about my favorite boyband planning to disband.

"NO WAY! THIS COULD NOT BE HAPPENING!" and I shouted.

My life feels it turns upside down that easy. Breakdowns, heartbreaks, all of my efforts had been thrown away and shattered into pieces. My dream of meeting them in person just ended like that. Its not a simple dream, it's impossible for an ordinary girl, living miles away from her idols for that time to happen. I called them "My Hope". My hope that can change my life into what I dreamed of. There's no impossible if you work hard for it, if you do it step by step even it takes years or a decade, if you're willing to do it, aim it and claim it. There's nothing wrong on reaching your dreams, just don't let others drag you down that easy. You'll face problems, its a common thing, take it as a challenge to make you stronger and to make you strive more on what you want to achieve. That's our life supposed to be.

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