I Exist

The name is Ziya by the way, I'm turning 18 this year. I don't expect too much on my upcoming birthday due to financial problem that my family we're having. It's not a big deal, most teens exeperienced this kind of situation which they can do is to understand that we can't have everything that we wanted if you will not work hard for it. Let that day pass and wait again til next year for me to age.

I stop attending school for my younger brother to continue his, so I do online selling for my everyday needs which is not that bad. It's okay for me to stop for the sake of this family's satisfaction. LESS TALK LESS MISTAKE, just go with the flow and patience is all we need, and everything will be worth it. All this sacrifices I believe and I will not get tired to wait for my turn to come.

I'm a music lover. I love to play guitar, sing a few songs and do 2nd voices. Everything was uploaded at MVTube, you can upload your audio, not video so its okay. Nobody knows who you are, but they know what you can do. I meet a lot of friends here at MVTube but we barely met, some are from other country. We message each other a lot, for updates and new uploads. I didn't tell my parents about this because they will think that I'm slacking off, I save a lot of money from this even the money I gain from it is not that high because it depends on the subscribers and followers if they will give you points on your singing. I save money for me to continue school next year. Then this guy, at A-Country, I can call him maybe a friend, even we didn't meet. His name was Johnric, I don't know if he's telling the truth, but he is 2yrs-older than me. He loves to sing, but the thing I like most is that we're the same, he is a big fan of 3J's like me. He is a guy but a huge fan of a popular boyband. he is good at singing actually, maybe I became close friends to him because his singing, its 3J's style. Speaking of 3J's there still no updates or news about their plan to disband, but they have no existing or being a guest in any live show.

"Hey Ziya, someone's bashing you, she said you're a brat, who the hell are you to decide if 3J's want to continue or not? Such a drama queen, they don't even have a contribution in the idol industry." Johnric message me.

"What's wrong on what I have said? I'm just a fan trying to support them with all I've got even I'm this far at their country, she's the brat, she didn't even use her brain, just like what she said what can I do about it? Its their choice if they want to continue or not. All I want for them to know is they still have fans loving them so much and keep supporting them no matter what." I replied.

This is where I start meeting lots of different kind of people online, and I don't know if its a good thing or not.

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