After lie

After knowing josh asked about me.I gone to girl's dome rested a bit and thinking about josh while i thinking about him.One thing i know about was josh and me was impossible to each other.Its not the first time i thought about us is impossible.but everytime i think about him i know is impossible between us.so why?and when?did i started to like him.maybe the first time when i see him or he look handsome that made me fall in love with him.i don't know when did i fall for him.maybe i should forget about him now and move on.he is not the onely one male on earth.so someday i can find a person better than him.that how, i am telling myself to feel better.Its funny,right?how he made me look like this.now you have move on from him and deal with other things like money.yes,money is the most importent thing in human life.I have to find part- time job to make money for my university fees.

The next day i gone to the university and attend class and avoiding seeing him face to face.later i gone to find part-time job around university.Sadly i didn't find it.I can hold on money this month.But i have to find part-time job before money going to run out.after not finding the job around university.I asked my friends help and they said we find a way to help you.after asking around for the job and i am so tried and my leg are starting to hurt bit.because i wondered around aimlessly for finding job.I didn't realize before, now i realize its like i just wake up now but its already night now and i didn't realize how fast the day goes by so fast like metro train.

...(Next day)...

After wake up,i received call from my friends that josh wanted to talk to me in the morning .i said i just now wake up and i have to get ready to go to university and i can't meet him now.i made some excuse to not to see him.after refused him,i get ready to go university.when i enter class i had bad feeling that today going to be a bad day.then i walked straight to my to seat then sit down and i got strange feeling that someone staring at me with anger.then i turn around and see who was it?irs was josh.who staring at me and while staring at me he walk step by step to direction i am sitting.i thought he was not staring at me,it was my thinking or he staring at girl behind or beside me(>⁠.⁠<).He walking step by step is like my heart beating rhythm is same(⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠).then he reached my table front of me face to face(⁠~⁠_⁠~⁠;⁠).We facing each other directly for first time, that time i was so nervous that my stomach gave me chills all over my body.i thought i was sick or something but its not like i am sick,its because of him.He is the reason why? i am feeling like this now.then he said are u reya right? with his deep voice.For the first time, i heard his deep voice that second i fall in love with him once more again.Even if i see him again i will not waver i said to myself.but its all washed away by his words.i can't really hate this guy standing front of me.why?he come straight to me anyway.i think he going reject me in front of everyone.

Josh:how long you going to look at me.are you not going to answer me?i asked are u reya?.

And i said yes i am.josh:i want to talk to you for sec can you come outside.

Reya:Why?can you just say it right here.what he thinking to ask me to talk in front everyone.i think he tiring to show off.i never going to let you take upper hand.josh you can say it here.i have class to to attend so you can say it here.whatever you going say or not its your choice.but time is precious to me.If not you going to say it.you can go to your seat and don't block my view standing in front of me.on!shit;i said some rude words to him.my mouth is my biggest enemy i think.i said some rude things random and i didn't mean.what i am going to do.On reye?stupid reye.you said some stupid rude words to him and now he going to think,you are rude person.its not the way you treat someone you love.Can i just go with him or apologize to him.

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