the man and lie

Reya

Rose how could you do this to me.If josh knows about me that 'i like him" what i am going to do rose.he think i am like other girls he rejected.that time my heart did't take reality at all. i believe its was my imaginary mind.That he love me one day that he see with his cold eyes with love its all my imagination.I never attached to someone this close even my mind went black.Its because of i am lonely or i am really in love with him and i went crazy or not.Why my heart beating so fast and i can't even catch breath.I can't breath i am going to die here or i went crazy and i liked him this much i can't even let him know about me.The thought he going to know about me is killing me.why i am like this?.rose:reya"reya"are you okey? or can we go the hospital *no i am okey".i just forget to breath for a second.Sorry reya i don't know you will get this much hurt because of me.Then i passed out.the next thing i know was (i am in the hospital) when i awake.Then i know i passed out because of shocked.the one saved me was rose and i am thankful for that.later she come to visit me in the hospital.she said she sorry "she didn't mean to do that" and she cried.All after that she saved my life so i forgive her.Its not whole her fault better said its not anyone fault.Its because we careless that all there to it.now i think about it if he know or not and how i am going face reality.i happened to know one thing i never going to see him face to face ever again because of what happen.he never going to care about gossip but i care.

Rose

Later recovering in the hospital,my friends visited me in hospital daily to see how i am doing, rose visited me too .three days later,doctor told me i can discharge tomorrow.i didn't tell my grandma and dad i was in the hospital. i know dad don't care about me and grandma has illness so i considering her illness and she old too.that day i am going to discharge from the hospital.my friends visited me in the hospital and helped me with discharge process then the discharge process completed.While we heading to girl's dome.later my friends told me,reya i am going tell you something so don't be shocked.reya what is it?tell me.while you recovering in the hospital josh asked about you. i said, what did u just said can you tell me again.I didn't hear clearly.josh asked about you while you recovering in the hospital and i was shocked to hear that josh asked about me.i said what he asked about me and rose said,he asked how you recovering in the hospital? and when you come back to the university?.Then i asked why did he asked about me.he didn't even know me.how did he know me in the first place.now i thought about that, is that gossip thing.my friends;yeah we thought so too.the whole university know,how came he don't know about that and we think he know,that why he asked?.

That was what i am feared the most.If josh know about me.how he think about me?or what he going to say when he see me?.All i know was i can't face him now.And my heart can't take it.i know he going to reject me face to face like other girl's.I thought i recovered but that second i know my health did recover and not my heart.

I know he didn't broke my heart or he didn't say anything to broke it.but i can't see him face to face now.i have time to heal myself.

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