the past ll

Josh is a scary person But somewhere in my heart. He look so lonely and i want to get close to him.Its all in my heart and i know. he never feel that way towards me.But he never once care about that too.He got that care free look.But everyone in my class tried to talk to him.But he never paid any attention to any of this.All he said was [ok i understand] and then he looked away.i don't know what he thinking.all he give cold expression to others.i know you all wanted to meet him right.then let me show u josh.(he like a snow. beautiful but cold).

Josh

Now u all see him right. That cold expression of his eyes.I know he is my nightmare a beautiful long dream I never reach. But now noticed everyone in my class gossip about him. He is like an angel fell from a heaven but sometimes an devil from hell. But he never cared about any of this what others thinking about him or talk about him. He never cared and then days goes by he never changed. He got that look on his face (don't bother me).all the girls in my university hitting on him. Some girls even proposed to him. Then I heard people talking about him all over the university even seniors too. He rejected all the girl's proposal even seniors. If I proposed to him (will he reject me too I thought).but I never have nerve to confess my love to him,but at the same time (I am scared). Then i Heard from my friends.he didn't only rejected them.He said Some rude words to them.later i come to understand him.He never look at me with love in his cold snow eyes.Then i tried to forget about him, but i can't forget about him.i looked so sad and then friends noticed wrong with me and asked me.my friends:why are you sad reya?is something matters 'u can tell us we friends right".you don't have to hold anything back.If you don't want to tell us.Then its all right.when you wanted to talk with someone 'u can come talk to us when u feel alright".Then i did tell them everything.Its an wrong decision i made in my life.I didn't know what would come to my way.

...(few days later)...

'I come to understand".something is different around my surroundings.People staring at me and telling things around me.I think very hard'.what?i did to them to gossip about me.Then i come to understand.Is about me and josh.then i am shocked how came they know about me ( i like josh).Not only my class know about me.

The whole university know now.The first thing that come to mind is i need to ask my friends.how did my matter know to the whole university.Can someone gave me explanation right now.i never let them get away with it.who told my matters to everyone.Then i asked my friends?they said'we didn't tell anybody.And we didn't know 'how the whole university"know.About That 'we confused" too reya.Just give us some time.we figure out somehow.'okey''

...(two days later)...

My friends told me reya 'you guessed right".what right?i don't understand can just tell me the way i understand.yeah it was one of us who told her room mate friends.But she don't know her room mate friends told her friends.that how the whole university know.where is she?you mean rose.yeah 'that right".she refused to came with us.Because she feeling guilty.I need to see her face to face.where is she right now?she in her room.ok 'i understand' i take care of the rest and thank you for telling me.my friend said (what are u going to do her) reya.I need to ask her some question.my friends said are u going to meet her now.yeah.

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