I Love Chemistry.

Sunday,27th Aug 2019

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Love finds its way itself. It’s a guide for itself, who needs to worry is us, I mean humans. Problematic, materialistic beings who are always depending on others and always ready to put a dagger in anyone’s back for the sake of themselves. Poor beings.

I am Clay, Clay Shelby. An Average highschool student. Loner. And I love someone. Actually I think people want to be know for some great fact and like they want themselves to be recognized by something that’s special in them. But when I think about myself and I ask myself that who am I?

There is no answer. It’s all a blur and all my sadistic feelings and my lonely self. So I sat down for a while to think about it and try to find out anything that makes me special and then after a while I noticed myself thinking about something else , about her and at that moment I came to know that I am special cause I love.

Now why I think it’s special is cause i think and notice and judge. Don’t know if I am right or wrong but from my observation I derive a fact that no one loves anyone but just say it to gain favours. It’s all fish love outside. People saying they love fish and just getting them out of water and killing them not caring a bit about them who they say they love. No one really cares about the other person. There are just so selfish, it runs in their blood.

So I think myself special cause I care about a soul whether she is in front of me or not. I love her.

This is the only feeling I am used to feel other than loneliness and sadness.

Oh God! I can’t stop myself saying this. I love her.

Clay walked into the classroom excitedly, like always he had been waiting for this period since morning .

He was smiling under his lips. He took his seat in the right corner first desk. Just as he placed his books on the desk he heard someone talking on the desk at the back, “Wish I could get just a hour with her alone. I can’t resist the temptation. ” All of them laughed, the other boy said, “All the boys are standing in the line pal. ” This was a routine Clay had to face, he got really angry and felt like killing them all. But he always controlled himself somehow but inside he felt burning, almost like going-to-blast kind of feeling when these boys were around. And almost all the boys of the college would fall in this category. He was sick of everyone, how could they be just so wicked. He didn’t want to hear anything wrong about her. He wanted to be her protection, he loved her, cared for her. Clay angrily got up and turned towards them but right at the moment the door opened and the chemistry teacher Grace Steel walked inside and the whole class fell silent.

“Good morning students, hope you are all fine. ” she said smiling her usual sunlight smile. Her eyes took a tour of the class and for the thousand part of the second her eyes stopped to stare right inside Clay’s . He still hadn’t managed to get out of the shock that he got every time he saw her. For the rest of the class he kept looking at her smiling a gracious smile. Those shining hazel eyes under those round glasses, her dark black hair in a ponytail, red lips. I love her. Red love.

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(TO BE CONTINUED...)

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