Lonely

// Brad POV//

"Blue or Yellow" Miss Taylor asked

" Yellow is my happy color "

" yellow then"

" No..I don't feel happy..blue..I want blue"

" Blue is also an Happy color"

" It has a completely different meaning"

" Tell me then Brad ..what does the color blue mean" she asked folding my clothes into my human sized closet..

" Blue seeks peace and tranquility and promotes physical and mental relaxation. The color blue reduces stress and creates a sense of calmness, relaxation and order"

A genuine smile flashes on her face as she looks toward me..

" How are you feeling today... Are you having any pains"

" No miss Taylor I am not"

" Ok sweet child.?? Do you want me to prepare anything before I leave today, cause it's the weekend already and I'm not gonna be around till Monday , do you maybe want me to get anything for you"

" Unless you can get my dad to come spend the weekend with me.." I joked and chuckled but eased up quickly..

I saw the pity in her eyes and it made me feel uneasy yet I couldn't say anything, she was a great person and the only Friend I can talk to..I guess people I can talk to aren't that much..

My nanny miss Taylor, my therapist Dr.Hukk then my physicians. And my doctor's..

True fact is they're all grown up people, I had no friends my age , am not even sure half of the town know I existed..

Miss Taylor walks over to me so close I had to lean back a little, seeing the expression on my face she moves back and smiled

I sat on the edge of my bed while she puts everything in order , it was the weekend so that means I have to stay alone on weekends..

My dad has been gone for a month now, basically for his company...and when he comes around.. I'm showered with gifts and all sort of things that sometime I had to check the use of  it on Google..

" Well I guess am done here " she said holding the empty basket with a delightful smile..she was one of the people I loved being around with...

" Thank you miss Taylor" I smiled at her

She showed a concern look and somehow I felt she didn't want to go and leave me all alone..and I would very much appreciate that, but she's spend all week taking care of me and the only time she could look after herself was on weekends..I know I didn't like being alone it was scary and disturbing but I didn't want her to get sick taking care of a sick kid

I faked a smile

" Miss Taylor I'll be fine, I have everything to get me through two days ..now go home take care of yourself and come by Monday to take care of me.."

She chuckled

" Don't have to worry I'm a grown man"

She wiggled her eyebrows composing the amused smile on her face with her hands on her hips while the other holding the basket..

" I can take care of myself for two days .. thank you, I don't want you worrying about me..go home..and besides if you don't go home how will you get to tell me new drama's happening in your family..I wanna hear more about Carly.."

" Alright I'll leave..but you know where the emergency bottom is right??"

I raised a brow at her ?? really??

When they wired the whole house with red button signifying if I had an attack ..I should press it?? Literally I could count like 10 or more of them in my room?? Some I had to cover with paintings and some with books or anything else to hide it..

I'd like not to feel like a sick person in my room..

I smiled at her..

And before she left she smiled at me and blew a kiss at me  ..

she was gone..and I was left alone..house is big..white furniture's everywhere..the couch the room color the kitchen cabinets the rug you walked on..the tiles and more..

You look to your left it's all white and your right white indeed, curtains white and bed sheets white..

But that didn't matter it's not like I didn't like it I just felt alone , really alone..

I had been there when she exited the house and I had felt like leaving with her but everytime I touched the door , I felt my heart sting ..I felt my body burn , i felt short of breath and my chest tightened I felt like an alien on my own planet..

After an hour of being alone I felt really restless, I went over to laptop which was on my desk..I opened it and turned it on.(and also I'm super cute which I'd never acknowledged, and I had long hair...like really long that you could tie it all together and it had some curl's)

I had a friend online a girl , I never knew her name well cause she uses name like coldeyes# The girl in the stars , ocean eyes.. just smile love..

She never used her real name and we had been chatting for a long time.., she writes story and her stories are really amazing..

I was her personal mutual friend online, she trusts so much she would tell me everything about herself, her love life , things she never told anyone..I was her own personal diary ..and she is feisty, she loves changing the colors of her hair which looked amazing on her, we talked and talked, then chatted till our hands got sore well my hands got sore but it was ok .. talking to her made me happy feel comfortable , sometimes she would video call me ..and comment on how handsome I was that she was dying to meet me..

She was my only friend..I really liked , well mainly cause she was the only one I felt like talking to... though my doctor's say meeting more friends online can help my case.....

I checked online and to my disappointment she wasn't online..we haven't been chatting long so i didn't ask for her number well cause I'll can never bring myself to call her.. not cause of my illness I was really nervous cause she was really beautiful....

I just left a message

"Alone again at home..wanna talk"

I admit that was stupid but I had nothing more to say..that was it ..

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