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I looked at the bus window, at the water droplets on the glass,it was raining hard,just like that day when everything changed in my life:

I held the test results in my shivering hands and zoomed on one word-positive....

yup I was pregnant and what's worse I wasn't even married or in relation,infact i lost my virginity to a stranger maybe not,the man was my best friend Nora's ex...

I passed out in the morning and here iam finding a child in my belly right now ,who is two weeks old!

what I was going to do....it was all my fault ,I made a great mistake that night,that devastating night.

one month back night: I got a handful scholarship and I planned to go to Germany for higher studies in psychology, however for that I had to gain my father's approval,he was a pious honest old man and was insisting me to stay and marry.I was 23.

we planned a party and booked a hotel.we found out that nora's ex nathaniel was there too with other boys.Nathaniel was a white boy with natural light brown hairs, handsome and had a job.I was surprised by how such a playboy got a job so quickly, perhaps some people are really lucky!

it was the first time I drank and the other girls also brought their boyfriends, however even with the new guy beside her,I could catch nora peeking at nathaniel.it was already five years ,when we were teenagers she was madly in love with him,however he always broke her heart,after that the two never got together and she always said I wasted my purest feelings on him.

I have never been with anybody ,cause none of them felt like the one I needed.

I felt nathaniel looking at me,maybe he was looking at nora who was beside me,yeah he must be crazy to look at me,a girl with a simple face,even a bit ugly instead of nora who was truly beautiful pictures!

-drink Adalyn

+no nora,you know

-c'mon just one,we never know when will we die,you'll never get the chance to drink ahead,you know...

......................

my head was dizzy and I was hot,I got drunk with only one glass,what was it? it made me so high.I got up and went to washroom to get sober...

the world seemed rolling around too fastly to me.I turned around to close the door but bumped into a man's chest,I looked up but couldn't see his face, it was all blur and his scent; it was addicting enough for me who was already drunk.

-hey!you okay?

I moved back

+s.stay away

I replied slowly...

he came closer,bent down and looked into my eyes,but I couldn't clearly see if his eyes were black or brown.

+I don't know you,please mister go

tears rolled down my cheeks,I tried to push him but couldn't, I was weak!

-i'll help you...

he came closer and I suddenly found us kissing each other roughly, I moved back.

+iam sorry,go away whoever you are

but he didn't listen...

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