Its been a week since the butterflies made a mess out of Haruki. He didnt expect such an encounter with his idol and now that it happened he didnt it would happen again.
Jin has been on his mind ever since. He occasionally occupied it even before that day but now it was as if it was his permanent residence. Haruki was zoning out walking aimlessely when he bumped into someone. He looked up and it was Jin.
Haruki froze on the spot. It was precisely because there werent many students here that Haruki prefered to stay in this corridor during breaks. Jin ,as a matter of fact no one usually came here. But right now Jin was standing right infront of him. Few students who were passing gave them curious glances. But Haruki couldnt take his eyes off Jin. Jin's face was calm as if expected this encounter. But Haruki's heart speeded up. He didnt expect to meet Jin hear much less all alone. He didnt know what to say. And even if he had something to say he wasnt sure it was going to be spelled out correctly.
Haruki could smell some scent coming off Jin. When in a crowd it is difficult to differentiate and identify a person's scent. But now that they were the only ones there ,Haruki could definitely feel Jin's scent.
Alpha and omega have unique smell to them. It cannot specifically compared to any single object. It is almost always about some sort of feeling that the scent gave off.
Haruki's heart that was racing faster and faster started calming down the moment he senesed Jin's pheromones. Jin wasnt giving it off, it was normal for a person to smell like their phermones even without giving it off.
Not every one felt at ease with others pheromones some might be intimidated some might be scared but surprisingly Jin's pheromones had a calming effect on Haruki. 'what is this scent?.. It felt soothing like sandalwood and dense.. like leather.. or maybe forest'. He couldnt pinpoint at what the smell was like. Needless to say it was one of the best scent on pheromones that Haruki had smelled.
At that time Haruki was unaware that he was releasing pheromones. Haruki only had his heat once . He never again showed any sign of having pheromones so he didnt have any idea how to control it.
"what the hell are you doing? stop it! " Jin said. Haruki was puzzled. He didnt know what happed but saw that Jin had a diffrent look on his face now.Haruki felt that something was going on.
Suddenly something like a wave hit him. It was the same scent before. But now it was asking for something entirely different.Haruki realised that Jin released his own pheromones. It made every cell on his body desire something. Unlike the calmness earlier, now it gave off a very different feeling. Haruki couldnt think straight. His head was fuzzy.He could feel a throbbing somewhere deep within himself. He could no longer stand on his feet and soon enough his knees gave away. He fell onto the floor.
"Isnt this what you wanted.? what are you acting all pathetic now for?." Jin crouched down beside Haruki and clapsed his jaw to face him. Haruki faintly noted that his face had a look of disappointment. Somewhere in his head he heard Jin's voice "what was i even expecting". With that something warm landed on Haruki's lips. For someone who was dizzy moments ago Haruki could identify that it was a kiss rather fast. He didnt have time to reject or accept it before a tounge forcefully entered him. He could feel a tingling sensation all over his body before he completely lost his thought.
When Haruki woke up. He was in the infirmary. He looked around. There was nobody. He wondered if that was all a dream. 'DING!' a message popped up on his phone "wait for me after school" . The number was already saved as 'Jin' on his phone.
His eyes popped out of the socket. 'what did he mean? wait for him? does that mean it really happended? . then does Jin want to go out with me?!'. 'wasnt he dating someone already?.' ' will he break up with her for me?'. Many meaningless thoughts went through Haruki's head. His stomach did a somersault at the thought of Jin going out with Jin. Fortunately he didnt let himself expect a lot.
He wondered why he felt so helpless and lost sanity the moment he smelled Jin's pheromones. It was normal for an alpha to give off some pheromones but not normal for an omega to fall on its knees the moment he smells it . That too in such small quantity. But just like the tingling feeling, Haruki disregarded this as an after effect of his feelings for Jin.
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Haruki woke up from his sleep with a jolt. Its been a while since he dreamed about his school days. That day Jin brought Haruki straight to his home after school and they had sex for the first time.
Jin didnt break up with his girlfriend even after that. Jin and Haruki only met up when Jin wants and he left right after he gets sex. Haruki couldnt muster up the courge to ask about their relationship. And Jin never bothered to ask Haruki if he was alright. So Haruki told himself that Jin wouldnt sleep with him if he didnt like him, and that he had his own reasons for not breaking up with his girlfriend. As for why they never go out on dates and have a normal converstation, the truth is Haruki didnt want to think about it. Over the years Haruki understood the clear defenition of their relationship.But still belived that Jin might like him. During the years Jin changed lovers many time. Haruki always felt that he was the third person in their relation. But couldnt manage to leave Jin.
Haruki consoled beliving that himself that the reason why Jin broke up with all his lovers were because they actually dated each other. And the reason why he can stay beside Jin is because they dont. He belived that he is satisfied as long as Jin was by his side.
Haruki left out a sigh. He was going back home from work. He looked around and saw a couple not far from him. The woman seemed like an omega and the guy looked like a beta. He asked her if she liked the gift and she repiled that she loved it. It looked like it was her birthday.It reminded Haruki that his own was approaching. He was turning 26.
Haruki stopped celebrating his birthday after highschool. He remembered that Jin always celebrated birthdays for his lovers. But he never asked him. Coincidently his birthday was this saturday and most often Jin would come over on fridays. Maybe if he asked , Jin might stay until noon and celebrate it with him. With spontaneous courage out of nowhere Haruki texted Jin. 'Its my birthday saturday. are you coming over this weekend?' By the time he hit send button his hands were ice cold.
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