Ep 1

Jungkook POV

It was a good evening but suddenly it's raining. the sky was dark , was the weather mocking me now? or it's feeling sad for me? i dont know.

*cough* *cough*

I sit down on the chair while waiting for the doctor. where am i? is that your question? i'm at hospital. i'm sick? i dont know. its been 3 days i cough. and the problem is when i cough, there are petals and flowers came out.

*sigh*

"sorry mr jeon for let you waiting for so long" the doctor come and sit on his chair and sigh. why did he sigh? did my condition is bad?

"so? what sick that i had doc?" i asked. of course i'm nervous. what if i had a cancer?

the doctor sigh again. "I'm sorry mr jeon. what i'm gonna tell you is maybe a little difficult for you to understand"

"you've got a sickness named hanahaki disease"

"what kind of sickness is that? i never heard about it" i replied

"well, mr jeon..this sickness about one sided love. not everyone know that hanahaki disease was exist"

"hanahaki disease is a disease where the victim, you mr jeon, of unrequited or one-sided love begins to vomit or cough up the petals and flowers of a flowering plant growing in their lungs, which will eventually grow large enough to render breathing impossible"

"what can i do to heal myself?"

"this disease only can end when the beloved returns their feelings or when the victim...dies"

die? did he just said die? i may die just because of this stupid sickness?!

"stop joking around" i said to him

"i'm afraid that i'm not mr jeon. hanahaki disease also can be cured through surgical removal but it have some effect"

"what is it?"

"when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear"

"disappear?" tear escape from my right eye

"yes. Sometimes some people may remember their feelings after the surgery but i'm afraid it wont happen. its only 3% of person have that magical life"

"so, there are only 3 way? the person that i love, love me back, do the surgery and...die?"

"yes mr jeon. i had met many people that had same case like you and some of them choose to do the surgery and some of them to stay to their feelings"

sound of thunder are more loud than before. perfect for my situation. my mind was mess, i dont know what should i do. Should i do the surgery?

"i will come again when i have answer"

"sure and if you dont come, i guess i will take it as you want to keep the feelings that you had" he smile

i get out from the hospital and saw the rain was slowly faded. i take a deep breath and start my engine car to go back to home.

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I arrived at my home and i saw another car parking beside me. it was yoongi hyung. he look so pale. is he sick?

"hyung!" i called him. he turn his head to look at me and smile.

"oh hey, where did you went?"

"i'm just taking some fresh air" i lied

"okay, come on..we need to enter now or it will be rain again" i nod

When we enter the house, we saw two guy cuddling on sofa while watching television. i sigh..again.

There four of us living in this house. This house is mine but i share it with my best friends. Four of us are best friends since childhood.

"we're home" yoongi hyung said and they look to us.

"oh yoonie! you're home" one of them name taehyung said giggling

"yeah" yoongi hyung answer and smile

I make my way to the kitchen and drink some water. i need to calm down, he's not mine. he didnt have feeling for me like i did.

"kookie..."

That voice..the voice that can make my sleep peacefully. The voice that make my heart cant stop beating quickly. Why did he come here? I turn around to see **him**. He stand in front of me with that white loose shirt.

"jimin? what are you doing here?" i asked

"hurm..i'm looking for you this morning but didnt found you" he hug me. why? just why? dont act like this, dont act like you feel the same way like i do. you're already have taehyung, why did you give me a hope?

"where did you go?"

"hurm..i went to take some fresh air" i lied like i lied to yoongi hyung

"oh.." he broke the hug and smile before leave to living room and cuddle with taehyung again.

I take a sit on one of this chair in the kitchen and i cry. I cry silently. Its hurt so much..i cant. I cant to see you happy with someone else other than me.

But i love you too much to throw this feeling that i have for you. I want to remember this feeling even you didnt feel the same way. Let me die, I cant take the surgery.

end jungkook *POV

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