Ep 3

Jungkook's POV

Ughh... my head's hurt. What time is it? I turn on my phone and look at the time. "7am? why the hell am I awake early today?"

I stand up and go to the bathroom to take a shower but then I saw kookie. I smile, I got kookie from jimin at my birthday last year. He named it kookie since he said that I look like a bunny.

*cough* *cough*

I go to vomit in hurry. Ughh I'm still didn't used to it . I take a deep breath before I wash my mouth and I saw it. The petals and flowers.

"Lily..." I smile. Jimin really love this flower. He often said to me that he want his future boyfriend give him lily everytime they go for a date. And taehyung must give it right? I smile sadly.

I... I regrets. Why I realised it too late?! Just.. why? if not, you must be mine and I won't have this fcking sickness. But what can I do? That's all my fault.

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still Jungkook's POV

I go and sit on the bench alone again. \****sigh***\*. How many times I want to sigh? It's countless.

I was reading a book when yoongi hyung come and sit beside me. I look at him. Why did he looked so pale?

"oh hyung you're here"

"yeah, taehyung and jimin went to the mall" ah.. that's why I didn't saw them today. They must went for a date....

"Jungkook, can I talk to you? "

"of course" I closed the book and waiting for him to speak.

"what happened to you?"

"what do you mean hyung?"

"Jungkook...I know you have problem"

"ah... it just about the company -"

"and I know that's not the reason" he cut me off. I'm scared, what if he know? he sure will asking me who the person is.

"Jungkook... I'm talking to you" I gulped. What should I say?

"I'm fine hyung. Don't need to worry"

"you -" he's been cut off by his phone. It's ringing, that's mean someone is calling him. He answer it and put on speaker.

: oh hello tae?

Its taehyung?

: *yoonie! jimin was really funny! how can he cry just because of the movie? *laugh**

Ah... he called him just because of that?

: you called me just because of that?

Yoongi hyung sound like he's... annoyed? I look at him and saw he rolled his eyes. What's that mean?

: ***tae, I have some work. I will hung up now

: okay yoonie***..

He hung up and look at me with narrow eyes. "Tell me kook, what's bothering you. You know that I won't stop until you answer me"

"I- "

I want to speak but my mind keep thinking about taehyung and jimin. What movie they watched that made jimin cry? What will they do after the movie? Will they... kiss?

"kook... why are you crying?" I'm crying? I put my hand on my cheeks and yes, I was crying without realising. I wipe my tears and I saw yoongi hyung worried face.

I can't hold it anymore. Looking at his worried face make me want to let it out. And I did what I think that time, I'm crying.

"kook!" he hug me tightly

"why can't it be me hyung! why! I love him, I really love him. I'm so stupid for not realising my feelings for him!" he keep hugging me

"why hyung why... I-" I put my hand on my mouth and run to the toilet.

"KOOK!" yoongi hyung shout but I know I can't stop now. I open the toilet door and immediately puke it .

I wiped my mouth and saw yoongi hyung standing behind me. I follow his gaze and saw he looking at the petals.

"you... you have hanahaki ?"

I looked at him. How can he know about this sickness? He hugged me tightly and I'm crying in his arm again.

"who is it? tell me"

I didn't answer and keep crying.

"come on, lets talk in the kitchen. You need to drink, you've been crying so much"

We make our way and I take a sit while yoongi hyung served a glass ofwater for me.

"thanks" I thanked him. He take a sit beside me and start talking when I'm done drinking it .

"who is it?" he asked again. I'm in dilemma. I know I can't hide it from him and I'm sure he will force me to tell him.

"let me tell you a secret" he said and I look forward to hear it.

"I... we're same kook" I frowned

"I have hanahaki disease too" he continued. My eyes become wide. Is it true? did I heard wrong?

"no you're not" I guess I speak too loud

"actually, I knew about it 2 days before. I was same, I vomited and there had petals and flowers, angelica" he sigh. angelica? isnt that taehyung favourite flower?

"then I went to hospital and the doctor said that I have hanahaki disease . He told me about this sickness and I decide to not take the surgery. I.. cannot take it. Even the person I love don't feel the same , I still can't take it" he finished his story and asked me again,

"now tell me your story"

"I- my story almost same like you but I knew it yesterday. *sigh* Actually, I went to hospital yesterday and yeah the doctor said what he said to you",

"I don't want to take the surgery also hyung. I'll rather died than forgot my feelings for him " he smile

"do you want to know who I having feelings for?"

"is it taehyung?" he nod smiling.

"how do you know?"

"angelica... it's taehyung favourite flower"

"how about you? is it someone I know?" I nods

"its... jimin" I whispered but I guess yoongi hyung heard it because I saw his surprise face. Then he giggle "so, I guess we have feelings for our best friends?"

"well yeah" I rub the back of my neck and smile while yoongi hyung laughing.

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:: tbc~

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