This world
not so hard.
This fate
not so bitter.
It is just
I'm too captivated
on the world and its contents.
Until I suffer
by what I can't get.
Sometimes we don't need someone who understands us. What we need is to understand ourselves.
This world sometimes seems unfriendly. It will be more unfriendly when we do not understand ourselves.
It's not about desire. Our fault is not understanding the need.
You get into trouble because you need a way to make your soul patient.
And only with that trouble you are patient. Tomorrow you will know why this tribulation tore you apart.
It could be that you really need it when facing a bigger storm. At that time your soul was strong as a rock. Not destroyed even if hit by waves.
So be grateful for all the difficulties.
AND
I spoke probably would not make anyone understand, that's why I chose to remain silent. I went away from anyone because I was tired of giving explanations that were always ignored.