This Friday, precisely at 12.11
usually he comes home to perform Friday prayers
but I don't know why he didn't come today
I think a little negatively about him, whether it's about his problems with his siblings or my relationship with him that doesn't make peace
I know my problem with him started from me with unclear goals , but out of that matter there are good actions for both of us to do
yes, we are my cousins his younger sister and he is my brother
I tried to stay away from him because I have a different sense of brother and sister relationship
I have asked my other siblings "is it okay to love my cousin or marry my own cousin?"
and from the answers of all my brothers on average they answered "it can't be at all because we are brothers"
Instead of the feeling of my tribe that began to grow to my cousin brother, I better stay away from him before I go crazy because I love my own cousin
My cousin and I are close, often walk together, chat together, have the same taste in music, the same ideals, and the same grandparents but I also understand what I'm going through
if I won't be able to be with him, my own cousin brother
