#1. unrequited love

{Namjoon's p.o.v}

Jinnie was so close to me, hadn't I seen him slip ?! or maybe was just ignoring to see his happiness and smiles !......have no idea when it happened where it happened.

Tomorrow he may ask why the bags are packed and why didn't I inform him but for now even if it is for just a few more hours I still love him and will always do .....maybe these are the moments left for me to hold him close the last time but let me just enjoy them for the last time let me secure him in my arms .....

Me and jin have been friends even since our university days we got jobs in the same place and were seriously close more than anyone in our companionship...maybe I was arrogant I never wanted to confess to him and I was afraid of I ever did it would break our bond, so I let things be the way they are, I always had played special attention to him and maybe I was very open even some guys had guessed even though I never really said a yes, and that ungrateful day .....The day we had the wedding anniversary of an old friend and we reached a Florist shop.

Oh that florist shop I wish I never took him to, he looked at the flowers with heart eyes, and how much I would do to make him look at ms like that, but he look at her and a pang had hurt me, maybe eight straight years disnt have any fruit to borne, she gave us peonies as its meaning literally means happy marriage and with that we left in a hurry.That day I cried the first time since I ever met him.

While leaving I saw him flustered and so the female florist.....that was bad really bad, somewhere I was happy we won't be going there but as we all know love changes people .

For me it changed me to a top class student and for him it turned him to a lover to flowers ......

Soon he started visiting the flower shop at least once a week and soon it got more often, and who was I to stop ?! Then he came and spoke

" I'm in love with Lucy I want to ask her out how should I ?!" with the flustered pink ears of his and only I have know the how I had stopped my tears my voice from cracking.

" idk I never asked a girl out"

was all I said

" maybe ask hobi"

was what I had planned to answer before entering my apartment from which a block far was his place.

And he once asked me if I'd approve of it and what I did was pity full and said a damned yes.

My pink loving jinnie had turned into a black loving person with a manlier personality I couldn't see it.

And in a few more heartbreaking days all I came to know was they both are together, I began to see her often in our friends hang out and she would be where ever we were, only the office hours was us alone...we never again spent time together like we used to but all that mattered was his smile, all I knew was that it was breaking me on the inside and we started hanging out even lesser day by day .....he didnt notice that but I did...he was busy with work and her and had no time for me.

When he came to office and said

" me and Lucy are planning to get married by December "

and that was it, a tear left my eyes which was whipped by his soft fingers

" don't worry I have dating her long enough its been more than two years we will be fine" all he said, and we were in October, all our friends were working their *** off for his marriage preparations and so was I. A last gift I will give him ....

Days crossed as the wind and here we are for a last boys hang out three days before his marriage..

" Thanks jimin-ah for a last boys hang out"

said a drunken jin with his red face

" no problem hyung"

"joon take hyung to ur place "

"OK yoongi hyung"

And a cab was stopped and we got in going to my place with his head on my shoulder and paying him,he was taken like a bride to my room where we cuddled to sleep, in normal days I would have gotten us fresh clothes but now the clock ticks we won't be cuddling or I wouldn't see this angel this close ....

*H**e will ask tomorrow why didnt I tell him but of course I cannot see him getting married to someone not me and see him looking at her with sparking eyes when she walks down the aisle...so I will be gone never showing up again....that's all I can do to prevent anything bad from me* .........

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