Shhhhh !

After a few months , my mother went abroad , fir some family issues, and me and Robin , still haven’t exchanged a word , I heard that he and Josephine was already in a relationship.

I don’t want that is . But they said they were boyfrnd and gurlfrnd .

“ taatiya , get ready , and make you sisters dress up , we are going to your grandpas home for a day !” My father yelled from the kitchen while cooking .

“ okay!” I shouted back . I hate going there , at my dads dad house .

Because I hate them .

I dressed aana in a frock . And Erica she wore shorts with a short top . Well they looked more beautiful than me . I was proud to call them my sister .

I wasn’t allowed to wear , shorts and frocks , bezoar mother said , they dont suit me .

And my legs look fat in them too . So I wore jeans and a long top .

When we reached there , my grandpa picked up my aana and placed her in her lap .

And held Erica’s hand , and I greeted him .

And he greeted me too with a smile .

That was it , for me .

I hated them , for discriminating between children .

Ughhh !

They threw me and mother out of the home because , she gave birth to a baby girl .

If that was the reason , why is he picking my younger siblings .

I remember , when I was a kid basically he used to say , that he would throw me out the terrace . And ghost will eat me .

Well , you think that was just a child’s thing .

But , I think he really hated me .

The reason that I can think of is , maybe he though a boy will be born first . But i came up . And now Erica and aana , weren’t that bad for him .

He thought he needed them .

So I hated him .

My imaginary friend told me —— maybe you hate them , because you couldn’t bare them , hating you , you couldn’t bear the fear of unwanted. You were always never needed , so you fooled yourself by telling yourself , that you hated them first . And now there opinion doesn’t matter . But every time they caress and pamper you siblings , you get jealous.

You are hungry for someone to love you !!!!

The guy you like , love someone else .

See , your mother , your father , your own family threw you out .

How much time you gonna fool yourself .

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I remember when I was 2 years old , my father fought with my mother . And forced her to leave me with him .

Later that night . When I fall asleep and woke up I was at different place .

It was called orphanage .

I didn’t talked or moved from the small bed where I was placed .

The people there thought I was deaf and dumb . I just cried .

A boy of 13 to 14 years of age , told me , I was left by my parents , and I have to stay there now .

He told me that no one will come , to take me .

He told me “ people leave there children , when they are not loved !”

I cried hearing that .

I was afraid .

I was scared .

I shivered .

Then , I heard people shouting outside .

And then my mom came running towards me .

“ momma !” I shouted .

That was the time everyone at the orphanage was shocked .

I don’t remember anything , I just fainted .

And now .... I had weak heart .

Angina pectoris , was the so called disease .

“ Matthew , your younger daughters are really pretty !” My grandma told my dad .

And I fall my head towards the ground .

I was never complicated .

My dad laughed “ yes they are !”

When we reached home .

I went to the balcony , in the night , when ni one will see me crying . And I held my stomach , and crushed my hair and cried .

“ hey , come down taatiya , give a bath to aana !”

“ coming !” I shouted .

I cleaned my face , and went to the bathroom .

“ why are your eyes puffy ?” Aana asked , standing ***** .

“ shhh !” I couldn’t speak with my tight throat .

I gave her a bath , and she quickly dream dyed to sleep . Her golden flocks looked beautiful on her sleeping face .

“ I have homerworl tomorrow, will you do it for me ?” Erica asked .

“ you should do you own hometown !” I yelled at her .

“ Help your sister , she is so small , besides you don’t even study , or do you not know , how to solve Erica’s workbook ?” My father taunted ne .

“ I know !” I shouted back .

“ then do it !”

I did all her homework , while she fall asleep .

I had to complete her all assignments .

And i didn’t realized I already fall asleep , on the table .

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