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*Hello, it’s me again, I have came to tell you about the incident that happened between Kevin, James, and Jake. I would tell you in my view but I believe it would be stronger, if I tell you in their view. So it all began when they were in grade 12 going onto college. They all knew enough since they were kids. Jack was always a boy who didn't want you his personal business. It was the boys James and Kevin who helped him come out of his shell. I feel like he didn't have to be anyone that he wasn't when he was around them. Going onto middle school Matt realized that he had feelings for Kevin. James know that, that’s why he never made a move on Matt until the night Matt tried to commit sucide. Going onto high school, Matt’s feeling got more intense and by this point James gave up on Matt and dated many boys and girls through high school. It was May 01,2020, when Matt decided to confess his feelings for Kevin.

“Kevin, can I talk to you after school alone please.”

“Yes, why???”

“I will tell you when we talk.”

*Jams knew what was about to happen, he just wished that he could find a way so that Matt wasn’t in love with Kevin, but him. But he knew that could never happen. The day went on adn fastforward to th end of the day they meet in the boys locker room.*

“So, what you want to talk to me about.”

“Uhmmmm……”

“Come on tell me already, you know I have study group in about 10 minutes.”

“Whatever I tell you do you promise to say my friend and don’t get mad at me.”

“Yes, I do just gone head and tell me,”

“You sure you want.”

“Yes,yes I promise.”

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

“No, the lov where I want to date you type of way.”

“Ohhhh.”

“So, what do you think.”

“So , you want to have sex wih me.”

“Yes, but not at this moment because I’m not ready for that.”

“Ohh, while I had a feling you liked me, but I just never knew it would be today. That is always why I carry this around with me in case you were to tell me you liked me.”

“Wait, what you mean you knew? Wait not even that what do you carry ar……”

*Before Matt could finish his sentence Kevin stabbed him in the neck with a needle that had a drug in it that could paralyze a person.*

“I bet you are wondring what I stuck in you. Better yet I bet you’re wondering why I stuck in the neck with a needle. While I will tell you, it’s because it’s fun and I don’t like you. I have been pretending in order to get into you draws.”

*Kevin started to undress Matt and he bgan hading his way with him. It had to been like two to three hours that had assed because the drug started to wear off, but he was still to weak to mov, he tried to struggle, but Kevin would jut say it excited him and he would hurt him. James started to get worried so he called Matt, but no one amswered.*

“Look, Matt, look whose calling. He can’t save you this time and on one ever will.”

*James called Matt mom at the time and asked was Matt home and she said no. That when he knew something was wrong, so he decided to run up to the school yelling Matt’s name.

“MATTTTTT, MATTTTT, MATTTT, MATT, MATTT!”

*Matt had began to hear him.*

“James, I’m here.” he said weakily

*To some fate, I think he heard him because he ran down the hallway to where he was, but til this day I don’t know if he heard him or not.*

*James ran into the room and he almost beat Kevin to death, but Matt stopped him.*

“James, stop I’m fine.”

“Look at you how are you fine.”

“I’m fine because you’re here. Just take away I don’t want to go to the hospital or police.” *and he kissed James.*

*James got Matt dressed and they quietly sneak into the house ans went up to Matt room. Matt went to go take a bath. And he fell a sleep crying and hugging James.*

*The next morning came about Matt could remember what had happend to him, nut he couldn’t remember what he said or did after that meaning he didn’t rememebr that he had kissed James. And to tel you the truth that was a good thing because Matt didn’t need a lover just yet, he needed a friend. Matt and James were faking that everything was ok, but deep down Matt was hurt, pissed, and fucked up. He was just mad at the world for letting something like that happen to him and he felt disgusted. Fastforward to 2 months later and James take it upon his self to do something. And the second part of what hapens was episode 3 and this is just the background details that I thought you should know.*

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