Atlisia Ciaran

Atlisia Ciaran...

Anyone who hears my name assumes that I was a girl. Some acted disappointed when they met me in person.

I am a man.

A 20 year old, 2nd year college student majoring in performing arts.

I don't blame them. My name sounds like a girl.

Because it is.

My parents expected me to be a girl, turns out the doctor got it all wrong, and later told them that I was originally a boy.

But unfortunately, my parents only thought about a name for a girl. They decided to go with it.

Thinking back, it was a bit messed up.

And my small face, slim figure, and soft voice didn't help. My height also decided to be inconsiderate.

I grew my black hair 'till it reached my shoulders, I even dyed it with green highlights to match my emerald eyes.

I was born as the youngest child of Cole and Layla Ciaran. They supported me and gave me lots of love.

I have an older brother, his name is Kali Ciaran. There's a five year gap between us. He was my enemy, my supporter, my fan, and my one and only brother. But that didn't stop him from teasing my looks.

Everyone says that I should've been born a girl.

'Cause I looked like one.

And boy, that was one of my insecurities.

But it was fine...

I began to use my assets in performing.

I love singing, dancing, modeling, and acting.

I love the spotlight.

The art of perfecting a role. It was exciting to play as someone different from your original self.

A mafia, a CEO, a normal university student, a lovesick director, a detective, even a criminal...

I also tried traditional drama.

Movies, music videos, film, theater, talk shows, and various types of entertainment.

I have tried many portrayals.

With my talent and passion, I became famous.

Today, I'm a well-known personality in the entertainment industry.

I gained a lot of fans.

I dominated the headlines.

Everyone praised, not just my looks but also my skills.

Everyone regarded me as, 'The Actor Who Can Do Both'.

And I don't hate it.

...

I lived my life freely.

I was that type of child who got everything he wanted.

It was great.

But there was one thing...

One thing...

Something that I couldn't get my hands on...

It was him...

A guy who was 5 years older than me...

Yes...

I like men.

I began to notice it back in high school.

I also opened this topic to my parents. They accepted me and allowed me to do what I wanted.

This guy...

Who exudes alluring pheromones...

Possesses a white hair that blended well with his captivating blue eyes...

His body was beyond hot...

His voice was kind and cold at the same time...

He would always wear his glasses that add another level of attractiveness...

He's tall...

Definitely handsome...

But his eyes yearned for one person...

And that person...

Was not me.

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