Call it love (NamJin )

(Normal Pov)

Moonsoon season had never been particularly a favourite of Namjoon, but he can still clearly recall that one rainy day which had been engraved into his memory.

The memory of the dazzling underclassman in the rain.

Jin, who wasn't particularly standing in the rain eye catchingly nor playing with the rain water like a scene out of a movie caught his eye.

He(Jin) was rushing towards the school to shelter himself from the pouring rain while shouting abuse at the sudden downpour but he was still laughing as if he enjoyed it.

If he remembered correctly then that's when his eyes started following Jin.

At first it was because of the memorable first impression that he couldn't help cast a second glance to Jin whenever he spot him.

But after a while he realized that he enjoyed looking at the boy who made him feel like a kid in puppy love. Since then he'd find himself unconsciously searching for Jin and picking him out from a crowd with ease.

Interest built up to become affection and affection and Interest piled up to become love. That's how he became sure that he had fallen in love. It was as simple and unexplainable as that.

Just one-sidedly looking at Jin made him happy until that very day his desire almost burst and he felt the urge to hope for more.

Jin was standing there with a friend while Joon with Jk.

"Does he have a crush on Jungkook? Then why is he looking straight at me?" Joon thought as he tried his utter best to not give himself away. He sneakily stole a quick glance to confirm it again only to find Jin attentively fixing his gaze on none other than he himself which almost made his heart burst.

He didn't pay any attention to his friends who were teasing him about his glorious bed head but blushed at that fact that Jin saw him in such a state.

"If you're looking at me then can I please hope for more?" Joon thought to himself and let out a helpless smile.

Just once might've been a coincidence but what do you do when a cute little rascal keeps sneaking you glances making you almost misstep with nervousness OR make you almost forget to breathe sometimes under their gaze?

Joon found himself being constantly watched by Jin after their eyes had meet that day.

Joon's meager hope which he had saved up bit by bit until it became unbearable to just stand idly by and he finally decided to let those feelings be heard.

"I'll do it on the last day" Joon convinced himself.

"That way I can disappear somewhere far even if he can't return my feelings"

The end year came quickly, Joon finally felt a little regret that he might not have the chance to see Jin anymore.

The graduation photos were taken and he was dragged around, but his eyes kept sweeping about in search of one amongst the many.

Finally shaking off everything holding him back he rushed around like a mad man, just to be able to see that familiar figure which he had so much wanted.

But fate sometimes tend to play tricks on you and be cruel, Even after rushing around in search of him half a day. Joon couldn't find Jin.

"Don't tell me he's not here?" Joon thought as His legs started to feel heavy and he sat a while on the grass. "Is this punishment for my cowardice? I can't even tell him how I feel or even see him one last time?" he gave a bitter chuckle but still didn't want to give up.

"One last time, I'll look fo hin again" he said standing himself up. He had a guy feeling that he'll see him again in that place their eyes first met.

~Joon's pov~

Reaching the intersection between the buildings, I frantically looked around, half hoping half praying that I'd find him there.

And my wishes did get fulfilled as I saw him right there

Standing a few meters ahead of me and looking at me straight in the face.

He seemed to have ran around all over the place like I did but he was in a better state compared to the sorry state I was in.

"You always see me in my worst of state which I would rather not show to you" I scolded myself in my head. I couldn't help Letting out a smile after finally seeing him.

Jin seemed to be in a daze seeing me smile so suddenly, this made me really happy.

But his gaze suddenly felt distant and cold as I kept walking closer to him?

The paper which was originally in his hands were crumpled into waste paper and was hidden away from sight as if it had never existed.

I couldn't help sigh internally, "wasn't that letter meant for me?"

His voice then broke my stupid train of thoughts

"Hey Sunbae I wish you luck" he said directing towards me a smile.

I am suppose to be happy with his smile finally being directed towards me, but why are you giving me such a sad smile like its a goodbye?

Was I wrong to have waited and dwaddle around until now?

He walked past me after uttering that single line.

If he's not gonna say anything else then how about he listen to what I have to say?

"Jin... " I finally felt the name leave my mouth, it sounds a little wierd because I got tongue tied.

His footsteps halted and he again looked back. His face this time told me everything I needed to know.

Without waiting for a word I pulled him into my embrace.

I was acting kinda shameless if I had to say, given that I was being such an ***. But I just didn't want to do nothing and watch him one-sidedly anymore.

He neither struggled nor hugged back.

The crumpled paper in his hands I snatched away while he stood like a non living thing, only then did he remember to react trying to get the paper back.

I read the cute words contained in it aloud, his ears started to burn a bright red as he struggled to get it back.

I was right, that letter indeed was supposed to be mine, and so was this person.

Tsk look at me, and how much time I've wasted.

I placed a kiss upon his lips and finally decided to start our first day on the last day.

"I'm Kim NAmjoon and I've always like you Seokjin ssi, actually call it love cuz that's what's closest to what you Make me feel"

******* *End******

I'll go kill myself for the shitty writing, hopefully I'll do better and won't write a story beyond saving in the next chap.

don't mind my rant 😂😂

Bye*~

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