Chapter 3 : It Happen Again

Its a sunny day and it is weekend today we are able to go out and play. But I didn't do anything and just stay at my own dorm sleeping tired of everything that happen to me. While I'm sleeping suddenly there is someone pulling my hair and dragging me to the toilet and pour water on me, they lock the door and hitting me using hos in the toilet. This time I'm not strong enough to get up I fainted and when I wake up I was at the hospital. I try to get up to sit but I couldn't and then I saw my mom, "mom..is that really you... I miss you". Mom just look at me and smile and I keep saying "can I go with you mom? I don't to be in this world already... Can I??"

Suddenly everything turns dark and mom come towards me slowly, she looks pale and weak. Her cloth is dirty and has blood stain on it. Suddenly she stop and look up and stare at my face. And she says"My pretty daughter you are beautiful but...... "

I want to say something I wanted to ask "but what! " I try to speak and try to make a sound but I can't and I don't know why but she suddenly disappeared and appear infront of me, Mom hold my hands and shake me while saying" BUT YOU ARE USELESS YOU WORTH NOTHING, YOU ARE SUCH A BURDEN YOU SHOULD NEVER BE BORN YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE IN THIS LIFE YOU SHOULD DIE!!!!!"

Mom looks insane the way she look at me in the eyes is so creepy she says that repeatedly, because I can't speak at that time I push hg and try to run but my legs is been chained and I didn't notice about that. I try to escape but my mom is crawling towards me and she touch me slowly with her soft hand and says "sorry if I hurt you darling, you don't deserve this but you know that mom love you so much **AND YOU DESERVE TO DIE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA YOU GOING TO HELL HAHAHAHA YOU LITTLE RAT WILL STAY WITH ME IN THIS HELL FOREVER!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA**" my mom laugh like a psyco and she choking me and laughing hysterical like she want me to die so bad. She slowly disappeared and all turns dark and I hear someone calling me "Venus, wake up, hey venus wakeup" I slowly open my eyes and I saw Danny, Sam and Minson is in the room. I remember that I ask "Where am I?" three times but no one answer my question. After that the doctor came in and says "oh, you must be venus right?" and I answered "Yes I am Venus, can I know why I'm at the hospital right now?"

The doctor look at me and tell me that I was beat until unconscious and tge doctor want to tell me something that is serious so she told Danny, Sam and Minson to wait outside.

The doctor says "If I told you this, you need to be strong ok?" and I nod and ask her "Is it too serious? Am I going to die?"

Her face look like it is very serious and she nod to the question that I ask. The doctors says "This might be painful for a women in the future I hope you can stay strong with what I wanted to told you" I look her into her eyes I saw my own face in her eyes and close my eyes then says to myself "everything is going to be alright" repeatly.

At last the doctor hold my hand and tell me that "in the future you might not get pregnant because of you being beat by those people"

I close my eyes and my tears slowly came down, I hold her hand for a couple of minute and she keep me motivated so that I didn't do something crazy such as suicide. I open my eyes and says "Why this only happen to me, they stole my happiness right now and they already taken away my happiness for my future??!" my tears fall down non stop, she hug me and says "everything is going to be alright, one day they will deserve what they has done to you right now, be patient ok?"

I says "how much longer do I have to being patient, I couldn't take it anymore!! Whyyyy?!!, Whyyy??!" I cry on her shoulder. She hold my hand and says "Listen, you must be strong ok sweetie, I also in the same situation as you right now but I stay strong for living. I know how much hurt you are how painful it is but you still have chance. Alright?....., now I'm going to next patient room I'll visit you tomorrow ok?" I nod and wipe the tears so that I don't look like I was crying. Before she leave I told her something and she nod.