Reborn for You : Namjin Rain and Regret

Night had swallowed the world. The sky poured down rain in thick, heavy sheets. Every drop beat on the car’s metal roof like a drum, loud and unkind. Wind rattled windows as if trying to break in. Namjoon’s small sedan creaked under the storm’s pressure.

Inside the car, he drove slowly down a dark, empty road. The windshield wipers moved fast, but they could not keep up. Water hid everything, the road’s edge, the trees, even the yellow line in the center. Streetlights were distant glows, hopeless and faint

The rain smelled of earth. It was warm, deep, and wet like everything was breathing. That smell after a long dry spell, **petrichor**, filled the air. It made him think of fresh, clean beginnings, but his mind was far from fresh ... He felt stuck, drowning in what-ifs.

Namjoon gripped the wheel so tightly that his fingers hurt. He buried his face in his hands and let his shoulders shake. Hot tears mixed with cold rain that had seeped in. He cried for what he had lost.

Namjoon

Memories flashed inside his mind

Jin’s soft smile, hiding deep sadness

Jin’s eyes are growing distant and cold

Namjoon, snapping back in anger, saying things he couldn’t take back

Namjoon

why.. Why didn't I try to understand you.. Why did I become so blind.. 😢

His heart felt heavier than a mountain. He felt empty and full of shame all at once. Every heartbeat hurt

Rain beats harder now. Each drop sounded like pressure on his chest. The wipers struggled even more

He pressed his forehead against the wheel and whispered

Namjoon

it.... It was all my fault. I hurt him. I...I ruined him

Namjoon

😢😢

His voice trembled and broke. He wanted to scream, to take a hammer and break his own hands. He wanted to turn back time. But time had no rewind

Lightning flashed, bright and quick. Thunder roared. Namjoon sat frozen for a moment. He closed his eyes and let it crash ...

Namjoon

Maybe if I’d listened. Maybe if I’d been kinder. Maybe...may be I'll have a chance to make him happy... I'll do anything..

Everything went blurred as the car made a few flips and blasted making the night to light with its fire...

End of episode 1

baby chickpea

👻 I'm ur ghost..

baby chickpea

U r my ghost..

baby chickpea

We all are ghosts...

baby chickpea

I love namjin ship.. And as I saw how namjoon was craving for jin's little angelic face.. And how jin wrapped himself as a gift made me feel butterflies..

baby chickpea

👻

baby chickpea

read my story.. And give suggestions too