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I woke up feeling the dread of morning , I squinted at the rays of the sun and was about to question the existence of life , when I heard my older sister Andy call out from downstairs "CASSY!! "

I don't respond .

"CASSY!!"

I close my eyes and try to imagine a scenerio of me putting my head through the wall.

"CASSYY!!"

opening my eyes I screamed back .

"WHAT!!?"

nothing.

I paused and got out of bed ,let out a yawn and a long stretch . I looked at myself in the mirror .

I smiled at my reflection

My messy curls ..baggy t-shirt and shorts..possible skin breakouts and thought silently

"what the ****"

after I did my business in the bathroom

I headed downstairs because , food was available at the time of day due to the fact that my mother was a provider.

My father was not a part of the family anymore ...simply because ...he was not .

anyway , my younger brother Addy had just awoken from his slumber all ready to devour his breakfast and play ultimately violent games on his weak phone that now possibly has suicidal tendencies.

My cat who i refer to as my son or 'baby' is only 1 year old and already has the audacity to ignore my love and affection for him in the response of him ....obviously. ignoring me .

Mom gives me the coffee and I gladly consider the offer by looking at it and drinking it .

I looked outside and was at peace at how beautiful of a day it was actually ..

I could hear all the sweet sounds ..the annoying neighbour's annoying kid was getting screamed at by his mom for running around the backyard with her inhaler ..which she might definitely need after .

I could see someone run after their dog which was running after someone else.

Life felt easier as I thought of all the other people who had much greater problems than me , and I sighed in content .

That is when it hit me .

I was beautifully late for school .

I rushed back to my room and as I did.. I heard snipets of my mom and my sister screaming at my brother for how incompetent and stupid he was to ...to nothing . he was stupid .

I quickly got in the shower and out in 5 minutes because I didn't have time to sing and dance like Beyonce .

i put on something lame as usual and ran ..

I just ..ran

when I finally got to my school..I was reminded by my conscience that ..

I was seriously attracted to one particular person .

No one .. I'm sorry I was messing with you

anyway , I had math first

As I walked into the lame class of kids who were divided into two kinds

one , the nerds

two ,the idiots

I was something in between

As I entered ..I felt my feet trying to convince my brain ..that it was going to go into physical and emotional trauma ..and even though mr.brain knew mr.feet was right..he just forced it to keep walking ..and in that moment something inside me cried .

I sat at my usual seat near the window ..

where I had free access to fresh air . it kind of made me feel relaxed when I understood nothing of the concept of why Linda at the front wore a bean bag or why I was even here .

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