Grade 6 yet only 9 years old, someone keeps manipulating me because of money, it was supposedly my friend, maybe i'm young but i know she's greedy for money oh how funny because i let her manipulate me, i need accompany, i'm also guilty because i'm also greedy for the warmth she gave me. Until i met someone that i become distant, she's from a wealthy family, we live in the same neighborhood hood, she's not greedy for anything, we go through thick and thin, she got a depressive aura lagi kaming magkasama at hindi agad-agad mapaghihiwalay, she also has a third eye. Her name is Myra.
Habang nag r-recess kami ay may na ikuwento siya saakin
“Angel, did you know that i already met you at grade 5? Binubully ka lagi ng kaibigan mo”she said while in a deep thought
“no, how could i know? if i already forgot almost everything?” seryoso kong sabi dito.
As the time past by i need to go to manila for another check up, i got separated from her for one month at naging late narin ako sa enrollment that caused me na mapunta sa last section of grade 7 at siya naman ay sa second section but that's it, we are still in the same school kaya okay lang.
We always meet each other every recess, lunch, at pag uwian until may lumapit sa akin na lalaki, he wanted my help.
He's my classmate, his name is John.
“Can you make me a letter for Myra? Yung tagalog sana? tapos ibigay mo na din sakanya nahihiya kasi ako”he requested, i can't forget it, how shameless.
I can't distinguished my feelings, but i got jealous for no reason, i want to reject it but in the end i agree to his request, i wrote a letter for her, every sweet words i know and also gave it to her after recess.
“pinapabigay nga pala ni john”i said at sinamaan ko siya ng tingin
Her smile is so dazzling that i was in a daze for while, I want her
“can you give me more letters? I want to keep it in the box”she said gently, shocked and nervous i only nod as my response
Days past by again
John came to me to stop writing a letter for her, he got disgusted by a pimple? I want to stab him with a pen but i stop myself.
If he doesn't want her, i want her, cringe to hear but yes.
But then i betrayed her trust, hindi ko na siya pinapansin, nilalapitan niya ako pero wala lang siya saakin tila ba'y naging hangin, she become transparent, i don't know kung ano ang nangyare saakin bakit naging ganon ang attitude ko. My heart and mind wants her yet i can't control my body. Hindi na kami nagpapansinan. I, myself was also stunned but it's already too late to say sorry.
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