Butterflies in my heart

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"And finally he holds her in his arms and as he looks in her eyes and he tells how much he loves her".

woahhhhhhhhhh

aaaaa

uuuuuuu

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This is me Arya. Just an ordinary Indian girl. A girl next door as they say in the movies. My life is not very special. Everyday when I wake up I hope this would be a interesting day but everytime my day ends up just the same. Ooooh btw I am 15. I have to go to school everyday, bear with all the noisy people, study hard and come back to home to help mom with housework. I might seem like a complaining teenager to most people but my life is not that easy.

The day I was born my dad died. We only had mom, dad, my elder sister and me in family. So to support our family my mom did all kinds of odd jobs. But now she is a teacher. She is always busy so I have to help her with most household work. I don't mind doing it. It keeps me busy and it is a great way to not interact with people. I hate talking. If there was one one wish that God would fulfill for me I would ask him to not let people talk to me ever. Each and every time I talk I end up in a fight alone. No matter how hard to communicate it always has to end in a fight.

So I have stopped trying to communicate and get words out of my mouth.

uuuuggghhhh

The only thing that helps me get through all this and the only thing that makes me feel like I am normal is my intrest in korean culture. Everything related to south korean culture I love it.

Yes. What you think is right. I am a fangirl.

The biggest fan of webtoons, dramas, mangas, kpop.

I am not only talking about all that lovey dovey stuff which makes you want to want to leave everything and go to Korea all at once.

But my overall impression of their culture is very good.

But as you can see denying every fact of reality I want to believe in virtual world.

Ofcourse I am not normal.

But what makes me the most happy is when I have butterflies in my heart while reading those webtoons, while watching those OPPAS dance and sing with all their might.

And that is what matters right.

Every single person in my life who knows me has said these lines for sure at least once- Don't obsess over them. They are nothing. They will ruin your life. Face the reality.

I don't understand them. Why is it so important for them to make me love what they think is right. Why can't they just accept me.

Little did I know everything that mattered to me doesn't matters anymore.

I always fought with my family, friends and everyone around me for not understanding me.

I hated even talking to them.

I didn't know I would end up regretting everything.

My whole life would come to crumbles.

And the country, the place I wanted to go to so much would end up becoming my nightmare.

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