They know my secert

○ 4 days in the pregnancy ○

I woke up throwing up once again i was on the floor in the bathroom alone, until a cold uand touched me making me flinch. I gazed up at the blurry figure above me.Before i said anything i through up coughing blood. Pony maybe we should see a doctor i notice the sudden change these past 4 days are you sure you ok? all i could think of was that obow obe needs to know this at least not yet i want at least 1 or 2 weeks in before i spill my secert. im fine. i stammered. he picked ne up and laid me on the bed. Get sone rest I'll tell the rest that your sick, i slightly nodded and fell asleep. I woke up at 12:00 in the afternoon to people talking and yelling downstairs. I eased my way down the stairs giving a rhythm of a soft melody. uh.....hi? they all turned aroundto see the small boy at the bottom of the stair case. hey kid how you feeling? i feel fine,why? you look like shit that why. hardy har har. soda walked over to ne and checked ny forehead. You seem fine but this morning you was burning up. welp i guess my immune system is better then i thought i said walking to the couch sitting next to tom. terry and scout want us to meet them at the vacant lot on the side of the dollar store up the street. ok lets go then. we will be back were going out for a bit, were at? um.....just down the streets don't worry we won't be gone long, we left without looking back. whe we arrived we were greeted by "heys" and "hi's" we went for a walk but my gaze was mostly on the ground. i stopped in my foot steps as i started to feel dizzy. g-guys.... they turned around to see me sliding against a tree. whoa pony whats wrong? I'm just dizzy. He knelt down and turned around holding his hands out behind his back. get on ill carry you. I got on his back as my vision begins to get blurry. We was all hanging around and gaving fun until it reached dawn we started heading back, when we got home darry and the rest of the gang was staring at us with worried but pity faces. Let me down terry i said as he let me slid off his back. who is this? He showed us a pregnancy test that was positive. Our eyes widened as we looked away, silence echoed the house until it was broken by me i felt light headed and i could feel people staring daggers into me. Its mune i said. they turned to me and right then and there i passed out. I woke up to a bright light shining over my face, once my vision came back i looked over to sleeping teenagers in chairs. I sat up looking at my hands as teara flowed my eyes as it finally made its way down my face dropping on my hands. i told them i thought, i finally told them my secret. i wondered how they will react to me being pregnant. my silent cries turned to sobs . waking people in the room up. babe whats wrong...? i looked at him in the eye but stayed silent. is it true? i glanced at a familiar voice, i turned to it and it was soda. is it rue your pregnant. i nodded. why haven't you told us sooner. i...i was scared that yall would see me for someone else. pony we would never think that of you. your our brother were all a familt, he smiled. yeah and in happy darry said. this is the first time in a long time i saw darry smiled but it made me smile as well. But you terry you better take care of him and the kids because if you don't i will skin you. i laughed causing the others to laugh. i love you guys. they stopped laughing ti look at me. we love you too pony.