Earliy effects

I woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning throwing up. what is happening to me i thought. i was proably just getting sick it will go away tommorrow. i then felt a pain in my stomache near my abdomen scent me winning. i clutched my stomache as i began throwing up again. maybe the stomach flu? idk, i got up heading to bed but instead i went down to the steps of the front porch and sat down ive began crying , i didn't understand whats happening i haven't been sick in a long time. i began to sing.

***well my manager rang, he said

i hate to break the news

but the label called today they

said they have to cut you loose

i felt broken like a face that'd

fallen from the roof

tears rolling down my face,

lord what am i to do

i felt pain in my life so far

a fractured wrist

and a broken heart

but this is sure to

leave a nasty scar

one that might not heal

so i said

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

and i don't know how i survive

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

i'll admit its a struggle

finding light in the tunnel

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, it's the worst dayy

of my life

well i gave up my degree and***

i moved away from home

i was following my dream and

theres nowhere i can go

so i called up my mom and

i was bawling on the phone

i was acting like a child but

i was all the way grown

i felt pain in my life so far

a fractured wrist and

a broken heart

but this is sure to

leave a nasty scar

one that might not heal

***so i said

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

and i don't know how i survive

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

ill admit it's a struggle

finding light in the tunnel

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst it's the worst dayy...

of my life

so i thought to myself that

now is the time to choose

i can pick myself up or i

can give in to the blues

so i swore in my heart that

i was never gonna lose

i would crawl until i made it cause

i got something to prove

i felt pain in my life so far

a fractured wrist and

a broken heart

but this is sure to

leave a nasty scar

one that might not heal

so i said

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, its the

worst day of my life

and i don't know how i survive

its the worst, its the

worst day of my life

ill admit its a struggle

finding light in the tunnel

this is the worst day of my life

its the worst its the worst dayy...

of my life.

song: the worst day of my life - nightcore

by:?? i actually don't know***

After the song i got up and went back to bed everyone was still asleep soundly. When i woke up again still having the sick feeling. i swung my feet from the bed to the floor to stand up but fell from feeling dizzy. That morning i was groggy and all 'emo' everytime someone would stert a conversation with me i just stared not saying anything. Normally i would be on the couch reading a book but to day i didn't feel all 'that' . hey pony are you ok? you look off. tommy said. yup just a headache and throwing up in the mornings. maybe you should take a pregnancy test. ok but why?. you might be pregnant who nose and if you are you just gotta tell terry. ughhhh....fine ill go buy one tommorrow and take it then will you guys be happy. yes. i rolled my eyes and headed up the stairs.

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