Ep2

And eah!! my dear someone special I fell for you in first sight... I starts loving you when I didn't even know what this love is...

I still remember the first day of our school.. that day when I see you.. the light of sun reflect from your brown skin!! my heart was being beating in a highly hard way.. you didn't talk with me.. you don't even look at me.. but my eyes just looking you and only you.. but i didn't knew why I'm doing it...

When I go back home I told my mom " Mom you know without any reason my heart is beating very fast.. I think I got some serious heart problem "

and my mother was that innocent she tooks me to hospital.. and then the doctor says.. " Mam your daughter is totally fine .. maybe in school she got afraid of something or get surprised to see something.. "

And after we went back home a simple question cames from my mother mouth " Did teachers tell you something? "

She is that innocent that she thinks teacher must scolded me and because of getting afraid my heart started beating like it... I'm more afraid with her than those teacher.. that's why I never tell her mamma my heart starts beating when I saw that boy...

I always thought my mother will beat me..

but see fun fact is that till today she is the one who is with me.. not anyone else..

Aisshhh!! I saw him that day and that innocent smile still inside my small brain.. whenever I think about him.. that smile comes.. in front of me..

I always wanted to talk with him.. I always wanted to knew more about him.. I never get to know anything about him.. in starting I don't even know his name.. I don't know what his name is!!

When I first heared his name I'm like what?? and says another name instead of his name cause... his name was so tough for a simple girl like me... in my whole life I just hear Raju.. Rahul.. Rohit.. Amit.. Amar.. Akbar.. Krishan.. Gopal.. and much more...

But his name..

his name is totally fency and new for me.. cause I belongs from a village.. where people got very simple name.. even I have really such a simple name..

Mr. My first love...

Do you also still remember our first meeting like I remember?? do you also miss me like I miss you?? did you ever see me as more than just a classmate??

I never hope anything from you.. cause I know you love only my cousin.. I can't take that place in your heart.. from the first day I saw you.. you never look at me like a lover.. for you I'm just a classmate.. I know..

But my heart don't accept it.. This heart.. wants to hear you.. love me.. it wants to hear the same thing that I feel for you..

But I can't force you.. cause my mamma said " you can force anyone to do anything, but not love.. and if you somehow force that person to love you.. that love will not last long... "

And I don't want only some time of fake love.. all I want is real one... just the real one..

And I know if I force you for it.. nor you not me can be happy..

Cause you love someone else.. and I love you.. I can't be happy with you!!

I heared people said they leave a person for his or her happiness.. but I think it's not true!! cause like me they also known that they can't get love which they want...

Again same question in my heart and mind Mr. My someone special...

Do YoU EvEr LoVe Me!?

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