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What should I say to you any more my dear Someone special..

I remembered every single time I spent with you.. do you remember the day when teacher made us sit with each other.. that's the first time I saw you from that close...

I wanted to talk with you that time.. but don't know what to say.. don't know how to start.. don't know how to express.. all I knew was nothing.. I just knew nothing and that's it..

Now whenever I think about it.. I feel myself as an idiot person.. cause only talking.. I don't think can hurt anyone.. and I became that awkward that I don't even talk with you whole day.. I sat with a poker face.. but somewhere inside my heart.. I was just soo happy.. more than I can express.. that felling is just not Expressable..

I wished that time.. the time will freeze so that I can sit with you for forever... I just thinking whole time how should I talk with you... cause that time I was used to be an introvert person..

Because of parents scolding I always thought marks is much useful than anything in this world.. I always tries to keep a distance from you just for this single reason.. but much I keep trying to be away from you.. the more I started felling for you..

I still don't get what's you have that I like.. what's the thing in you which I fell for.. cause you're just so simple in terms of those who used to roam around me..

You wear same uniform regularly.. I doubt you ever wash it.. you most of time was talking with your friends .. you got punishment from teachers almost everyday for not completing your homework..

Even sometimes I did your homework in class so that you don't get punishment... you just a messy person.. who messed almost everything.. but still I always thinking how can I fell for a person like you!!

Its not like no one ever likes me .. your friends have a totally crazy crush on me.. which I crushed very bad!! cause they just know how to sticks with a person..

By the way my someone special do you remember... that day when teacher ande us sit with each other.. I told you not to come here from a particular line on desk as well as on table..

And you was looking me like I'm telling you cause I feel you like an alien... hehe

Now whenever I thought about it I laughed a lot.. just so much..

I was hillarious at that time... but believe me I love you that time.. even I love you this time too... and I always gonna love you.. just you..

Yeah I know this love never gave me anything but I can't hate you.. cause you have me a million of words and moments to be happy!! only writing about you makes me feel your presence.. just think what happens when I saw you in front of me!!

I hope she will accept you when you propose you.. cause you and her are both just so perfect.. and I don't want to be third wheel in between both of you ever.. so I just leave peacefully...

Dear my someone special...

do you remember that day... at lunch time.. how much I was awkward... and I don't even been able to stay at same desk for eating lunch.. I went to my friend for lunch period.. and you without any worries eating the lunch.. you don't care about what if I got awkward or what...

You know the habit of getting awkward around you is still inside me.. Whenever I after that day I still got awkward.. I never get to know how to express my own self around you..

Not only talking with you I get awkward but whenever I think about you I get awkward.. cause from the starting I know I will never be able to tell you.. what I feel for you.. and see still today I didn't said you that how much I love you.. how much I keep thinking about you..

Dear my dear someone special remember.. I'm always there for you.. just tell me .. I can even die for you...

JuSt WaNnA sAy..

I sTiLl LoVe YoU <3

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