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Miyoko Hazegawa:

Opens my dairy and read,"7th May 2018,Naoko lend me her notebook today in class."

Turns my dairy to the first page,“10th July 2009,I saved someone from drowing,I don't remember who but by looking at his uniform he studies at the same school as mine."

I closed my diary and checks at the times,7:00 , mom is calling me downstairs for breakfast.

I ran downstairs and sees everyone eating breakfast,my parents and my younger sister.I woke up every morning and the first thing that comes up in my mind was to go downstairs and wish them good morning.

You might say why the urge,well it's because i am suffering from Alzheimer,which means that you forget things but in my case,I tend to forget people.Iused to remember them the whole day but the next morning I would forget with whom I spend my day with.

Every single day the moment before going to sleep,I used to pray that I would remember everyone from today but when I woke up the next day my parents and my sister are the only ones that I remember.

The only thing that I remembered of yesterday were the things I did but I couldn't remember with whom,except eating lunch with my best friend, walking home with her and the things we did together.

You have no idea how happy I am to see my best friend waiting at the front door for me to go to school together.

The moment i saw her outside I would call her name out loud and she would put on a big smile and ask me if I remembered what we did yesterday and I would tell her what we did as if she wasn't there and by the time we almost reached school,I would've finished telling her everything and she would give me a big hug and shouts,“You remembered." And we would end up in laughter.

But there were days I had to spent alone because she wasn't there along with me or either she would be absent,then I used to write the persons name in my dairy and what we did together and the next day I would explain it to kaede,my best friend and she would show me who the person was.

For instance, today I have to returned Noako's notebook back,as I borrowed it from her yesterday but I don't know who she was even though I clearly remembered that I asked it from her. It was like she was wearing a mask the whole day that I couldn't tell who she was today.But Kaede is here she will show me or I could just shout out Noako's name in front of the class.

Pretty much everyone knows about my situation,some took advantage of it ,some felt sad,some supports and helped me cope with it.But it doesn't matter as long as Kaede's with me, I don't care about anything else.

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