December 3, 20XX

Love,

Like I've said I'll be writing more about what happened today or more specifically, what Kian and I talked about. Just because.

I can still picture how lovely you look when you smiled at the camera. My heart skipped a beat when I heard you chuckle after you sang. Sadly, we couldn't stay any longer because we had to attend the next class.

After that day, I would always watch you during Zoom meetings. I have seen you trying different filters and would take selfies even during discussion — you never failed to make me smile.

Can you still remember when we started talking? It was the 25th of October last year. I sent Mae some voice messages of me singing, and she said she'll send it to you.

And she did.

At first, I was so ashamed because I know I'm not a good singer. I can sing, yes. But I'm not skilled enough. It was funny because you said it was cute, my voice was cute. Again, I felt awkward but I was happy you liked it.

After a few days or so, Mae told you that I had a concern when in fact, I don't have any. She just wanted us to talk and told me to give it a shot. Suddenly, a chat head popped on my screen, you messaged me.

I was shocked and didn't know what to do. My heart beat so loud that it almost got out of my chest. I was speechless!

Panicking, I sent Mae another message and I even asked her "What do I do?" in which she just laughed and told me to talk casually. So, I tried even though I told you that I had no concern, and you said to feel free to message you anytime.

It was a short conversation but it made me smile the whole day. After some time, we started talking more often. We asked each other questions regarding activities, lessons and whatnot. We became friends.

That was the first time I felt like I'm a student again. Why? Because I had a job, I'm a working student. Full time for both.

Back in senior high school, I was so focused on my studies, very active in various organizations and I even hosted numerous events. I had the best times of my life.

Until pandemic hit and everything changed drastically.

I stopped for a whole year and took risk in the BPO industry. Thankfully, I got a job. Eventually, I decided to enter college because I could finally support myself. However, I wasn't the same as before — a passive learner, half-serious with my studies. I couldn't focus because of exhaustion from work. I barely got time to sleep because I have to attend classes.

Then you came into picture. I started socializing more with our classmates because you were also friendly. I started to participate during discussions and would try to find you on the screen of my phone just to see how you would react or what you're doing on the other side. I enjoyed doing that because you were totally attractive, and my eyes were glued on you.

Do I sound weird now? I guess I do but Kian told me I'm not weird tho.

But I truly admired you.

Still loving you,

Aggie

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