chapter 1 heartbreak

Hi I'm Che ha .If you compared me when was 10 year old self, you would say I'm still the same person.

I lost a very special person in my life and she changed her state of mind when we're junior high school because she only want a friend who are her same standard not a devotion friend

She's my childhood friend she was cold and have the sweetest smile and kind other think that she's always frown because she's look like a lot in her mother

By the way she's Jena she's from a wealthy family that can provide all her needed now and we are both same age, we are neighbor so that's why I can play near in my house with her and she have a very strict mother and brother but before that when we are friends

I used to spend my money on her when she doesn't have money, I buy her food what she she likes as long as I can afford it.

We also dance kpop(Young generation kpop) together with her older sister, playing together, buying our favorite fruits and when a day of halloween we have to put make up on to scared people who is pacing by in the road

It's so fun to watch people how they are so much scared because of halloween costume.

I have so many good memories of her so I didn't regret in my whole life that I met her because in my eyes she's still the same person but not same habit

but it's ok I know that people are can change but I can't believe that she was belong to those people who are ready to forget everything memories just to choose her standard friend, she can't imagine how I care in our friendship but she's the one who want to break it so it's very useless for me to keep it and I'm the only one who fight for it. It's so hurt for me because I'm not ready yet to lost a friend who are the one who make my day enjoyable and i treat her like sister.

I remember her when we are elementary she's so worried because I got an injury in my toes so i just told her that" it's ok it's not even hurts" but now when we meet again everyday without chatting or smile etc.That's the most painful that I ever feel in my whole life it's like double pain.

No matter how i adjust she still the someone I treasured a lot and unforgettable friend until I die because she's part of my challenges in life, and I couldn't forget her because no matter how hard I tried it's still useles in the last, I even create a new circle of friends but nothing happen.

I'm still very thankful to her that being part of my life even though it's so painful to see her with new circle of friends but I'm happy what makes makes her happy. the one who make me feel how true friend heartbreak, the girl who start my trust issues of friend the promise that she made is none of us would ever think would happen.

I realized there's a term that there's no kindness in this world without purpose and the reality is happiness does not last forever.

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